A little thought of the day

Just hang up the phone with dear, im suppose to go sleep now, or at least read a bit of my books and go sleep, but i think i'm too awake for that, and i m too hungry also. So while waiting for the water to boil (so i can cook my cup noodles), i shall blog a little bit.

I don't know it's me feeling a bit emo today or it's the r/s that's getting out of the honey moon? We are still very loving, but mayb dear is losing on the momentum again?

I don't know, he didn't blog today, when he always dose that everyday, even if its just a few lines...but mayb bcoz he is too tired, finally he has met up with alp for supper and he has been out with me since late afternoon.

He didnt chat with me for too long either...i could tell that his voice sounded really tired over the phone, so i told him to go sleep... when i was super awake, i just hope he could at least kept me companied till i feel a little sleepy... since i had a lot of things that i wan to share with him... and i would probably forget about those things tmr morning when i wake up...

Ya, and i'm hungry...now i m waiting for my cup noodle to be cooked...
Ya, we are suppose to have supper juz now, i mean, pratas...but since alp suddenly asked if he wanna supper with him tonight, and thinking of the fact that he dosent really meet alp that often and he meets me like every other day, i told him to go ahead with alp and i'll just go home...since we had a pretty filling dinner. But now i'm really hungry, i just wish he could be there to bring me some food... mayb i m too demanding... -_-

Oh well... I don't know why am i so cranky today, it's just weird that i will be hit by a cranky mood on the day when i go out with my dear...or mayb i'm on PMS...ya, the irritating 5 days of the mth... but i think i don't have PMS tempers... i just feel emo....easily...

Or mayb he is really getting slack... well... i still love him alot, and hope him to b with me every other day, hope him to be there when i ever needs him. hope him to coax me to sleep, hope him to fill my hungry stomach... hope and hope and hope... blah blah blah...

Ya...i'm in a cranky mood...and i m getting crazy...
Think i need to see a doctor...yup... i can go see Dr. House while having my noodle...hope the sleeping bugs visit me now!!!