random thoughts

A thought just striked me:

I think a lot of people don't like me.
Oh well, i mean those people that i have hurt over the time.

Come to think about it, i use to have no enermies back in Secondary and JC days, but when i enter university, suddenly the world seems so complicated. With love, it comes pain.

A lot of my friends have a couple of ex-es, or have hurt some1 who use to like them. Some of them still remain as friends with their ex-es, some just pass off as strangers...like me?

It never feel good to hurt anyone, but when something that are no longer there, it means it's no longer there, no point keep things going. And over the time and over diff r/s, i slowly learn on how should things work btw a guy and a girl, how should a guy treats u and what do you deserve. I suppose i got to pay something for these things that i have learnt over the time.

Anyway, i believe this time, i will not upset any1 anymore.
No more playful time, i had enough of being treated like a precious, i had enough of the agony of worrying for those that i have hurt.

I believe this time i will have a long lasting happy ending. Like what they said, i think i found where i belong =)

ilu bao bei.