The reason why i don't feel a sense of belonging anymore is bcoz:

1) i'm a boring person among certain grp of ppl. I m not aloquent as a lot of them, i don't have so much interesting things happening around me. So i m always stucked in a situation where i wan to entertain them, i tried but failed miserablely, and ended up there isnt much things that we can tok about. Altho it happens to only this grp of friends only, i wasnt a boring person when i m with my jc friends or hall mates.

2) Bcoz i m boring, i cant entertain well, ppl normally don't tok to me when they have more interesting partners to tok to. Simple human reaction, but sure enough to put u in a rather lonely position. Esp when you don't like to be left alone and u r that type of really sensitive person.

Yup, how to feel the sense of belonging when u don't feel as part of the grp?