This is BURGER FACE!!!, i learnt it from some1 else's blog, realised that it was quite cute =) hahaha...
And the effect was done by my lovely HP. Quite cute i think =)
Here is another 1

Tata!!! Cute right? but there isnt much patterns, so it gets a bit boring after a while =)

Anyway, holiday is ending, tmr is school again!!!! How do i wish the holiday will never end =( I spent a couple of sweet days with my dear, but the rest of the days are spent on projects projects and more projects =( and ya, i m still doing projects NOW!!!

Presentation tmr, wish me luck =(

How should i describe my life now? Busy, chaotic, but filled with love =) ok ok, i know this sounds mushy, even my clique keep making fun of me -_-

Dear's bday is coming soon, and i ll definitely pull out sth nice for him!! ( i hope) yup, since i didnt manage to celebrate it with him last yr, so this yr i m gonna make it up for him =)

Lastly, i drew sth really ugly, but i'll still post it up =) haha....

I miss you bao bei =)

2 more days to THE DAY =)

Dear is MY HERO!!!

DEAR IS MY HERO!!!


A lot has happened to me these days, but i managed to survive with the help of my friends and of coz, most importantly, my BF!!!

I was rather upset today, i tot dear dosen't love me anymore. I was so afraid that he will leave me...
I don't know where dose this sense of insecurity come from, but somehow, i m just afraid!!
But dear came all the way to my house, just to keep me companied, comfort me, assure me and cheer me up, I REALLY REALLY LOVE HIM SO SO SO MUCH.

My computer has been giving me shit recently, i couldnt figure out the problem, but dear is so persistant to solve the problem. After posting on the forum, he actually managed to REVIVED MY COMPUTER!!!!

HE IS TRUELY
MY KNIGHT
MY HERO
MY PRINCE CHARMING!!!

I love you dear, now, and forever. You are the best thing that ever happen to me =)

Im sick and tired to pretend to b some1 else...
i wish i could b myself again...

and i miss my dear
he is probably the only person besides my parents and a few gd friends that i shows my true self to =(

What's wrong with university life?
humm....

Sometimes i think i take other people's oponions too seriously, it make me feel really tired just to live as a normal person -_- and yet, i don't know what i can do to make myself care less, it's like something that just out of my nature like that.

There came the major misunderstanding just now. After our E&S presentation, i made a passing comment regarding our grp's presentation to dawn and ml, sth like that i feel our presentation is not very good, compare to the other group. we should have done sth abt it.

What i mean is that: coz dawn is the 1 who come up with the who ppt, she spent 4 hours doing it while the rest of us just add on to what she had done already. Which, i think is wrong, we should have sat down and discuss the outline out before we can distribute the work and do our own research.

I think i had made her think that i was kping about the ppt. Like i didnt do much and yet i kpkb. So she was rather pissed at me. I can feel it, so i actually toked to her and apologised to her as well.

So technically speaking the misunderstanding is over, everything is ok....

but

I just don't feel right. Like my old habit is kicking in -_-
Thoughts started to flood into my head, like erm...will she start hating me now? will she bear some grudge against me? will we still b able to have fun like b4? etc etc and etc.....

Dam, it's killing me can?

Why do i have to be like this!!! If there is a way to change part of my personality, i will definitely ask to bcom some1 that has a attitude PROBLEM...i think i'll live much happier that way -_-

Keep asking my dear what should i do? But i think it's just like some shit habit that comes with me when i was born?? FUCKED UP LOR!!! This is not the only time that i had such over-whelming of negetive thoughts, but well, just hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it!!!

Wonder if it is me who has low self esteem or what? tsk tsk tsk.... mayb other ppl juz took it lightly while i was totured to death with thoughts of if the person will hate me forever??? Anit it stupid? OF COZ IT IS.....but can't be helped!!!

Mayb i should shut my mouth up next time so that i wont offend ppl. Like what dawn and ml always say that i m not diplomatic enough when it comes to toking....way to frank!!! -_-

I think i better rant more to my baby....haizz....

(coz the blog has no spacing btw posts, i better put a line in btw to indicate that those are 2 different posts.)
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Life has been really busy for me...since it's the last week before recess, quizes are something that always come at this period of time =( plus E&S project presentation tml, all i can do is to scream " ARGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" =)

Anyway, plenty of things to look forward during the short 1 week term break!!!

(1) My Dance mat will b here? (i hope) by sat or sunday.
(2) Anniversary celebration with my dear boy!!! (Monday)
(3) Our clique clubbing session (1st time ever!!) @ St. James on Wed night

Oh well, not to forget those endless project deadlines after the break and a few more quizes on the way...but oh well!!! AT LEAST IT IS A BREAK!! =)

Friday night fun

Suppose to meet HL and Sam today, but early in the afternoon JY sms me ask me if wanna join them for dinner at clementi later. So i told them i m meeting 2 of the girls later at PS, how abt the guys join us instead....so it ended up from a 3 ppl gathering to a JC class gathering....which, i have always enjoyed meeting up with my JC friends =) they are so fun lar!!

Had dinner at HK xing wang cafe...hum....i ate the maggie mee...seriously i m only missing the luncheon meat!!! But their luncheon meat is really delicious!!!

Caught the movie Babylon A.D, BUT IT WAS SOOOOOOOOOOO LOUSY!!! i havent been watching lousy movie for a long time and seriously, I JUST WASTED MY DAMN 8 DOLLARS FOR NOTHING.... i nearly fell asleep during the movie and the PLOT SUCKS BIG TIME!!! It pisses me off to watch lousy movies lor....HUMPPPpppp...

Forget about the movie, on our way back home, i was telling my friends a joke from my lecture clique!

Friend A and B was sitting in front of Alex that day....overheard the following conversation:

Alex: (talking to his friend) I banged some1 at Jalan Bahar...

Later after the lecture...

Friend A: OMG OMG, YOU KNOW WHAT....ALEX SAID THAT HE BANGED SOME1 AT "LONG BAR"

All of us: SHOCKED....

Friend B: -__- He said he banged some1 at Jalan Bahar, not LONG BAR!!

All of us: LOL.....

THat's how rumours started....LOL

This is what we (or rather, i) got after some complains due to the fact that my food wasnt served after i have waited for more than half an hour!!! Which shows if the service of any restaurant is not good, every customers are entitled to complain to them and redeem some forms of compensations!! In the end i can treat every1 a free mango pudding!! =)

Nothing much happened these few days, except the free mango pudding from our dear executive cafe!! Life is pretty busy for me, projects projects and more projects... also, quizes coming our way too....so super stressed!!!

Just came back home from JP after a sumptuous meal with dear =) Schoold isnt so bad out of sudden as we spent our afternoon lazing in the lib playing viwawa and study tgt =) just purely enjoy each other's company and doing some studies at the same time!! super awesome!!

143 to my big boy =)

New Blog skin

Something went seriously wrong with my previous blogskin, out of the sudden all the pictures and backgrounds are gone.... it just look plain ugly!!! So i have no choice but to change a new skin and to be honest, i hate blog skin huntings -_-

It took me so long to find a moderately simple and nice design and modify the design accordingly...haiz... wasting my time, and actually i m quite fond of my previous pinkish blog skin =(

Anyway, E was nice to pop by and say hi to me ytd, oh well, i suppose he reads my blog?? Who knows...at least there is no more misunderstanding. But the worst part is i saw the horrible EYE SORE!! He is probably the last person i wanna bump into in school, i should go and buy 4D ytd for being so "lucky".... the sight of him spoils my day.... bad memories flooded back and i was kindda moody for half of the day!!!

For god's sake, plz dun let me bump into EYE SORE again!!

Today was pretty normal, met up with my boy after school. He was so so so sweet to buy me little biscuits. I use to love this type of biscuits when i was young, and i m still loving it now!!! so yummy!! so sweet of my boy =)

Anyway, my boy went supper with his friends, so yup, guess i should try to do some work before it's too late!!

Tata

It's the 346th days of our r/s

Thanks dear for always making my days
Eventho i get upset with you at times, but you always have your ways to cheer me up

Thanks for always telling me that i'm the best
Eventho at times i m having low self esteem...

Thanks for feeding me fat
Eventho i always say i wanna go on a diet...

I love you so super much and i will continue to love you so =)

LOUSY DAY!!!

Today is a lousy day!

First thing that pisses me off: I have this friend, let's call him E. Today is his bday, so i sent a sms over in the early afternoon to wish him happy bday and that's it, there is no reply. I thought it is a basic courtesy to at least reply a thank you?? Is it even so hard for him to send a thank you?? Just let me make a pt that i will never send him happy bday msg anymore.

I'm that type of person that if people are nice to me, i will be nice x10 back to them. But if they are being nasty towards me, i ll definitely be nasty x10 back!!! It's just plain rediculous. I still remebered bumping into him in school on the 1st week, when i waved happily at him, he just give a very weak smile...as if he dosent know me at all. And i m so sure there is another time when i saw him near nanyang audi, i m so sure that he saw me, but he juz pretend he never notice me....so of coz i pretend i never see him too, i wont b so stupid to go and say hi to some1 who dosent wish to even say hi to you. Totally ridiculous!! I can't tolerate this kind of childishness!!

Anyway, i went to the latern festival organized by NTUC union with my mother.... it's seriously a joke. Let's just see i have never seen anything like this!!! Dinner is provided, BUT IT IS LUNCH BOX!!! IS THAT A JOKE?? Union mooncake festival gave out lunch box as dinner.... i was totally turned off, dragged my mother off and went to orchard to eat!! Yucks....

What's worst is when we were on our way back, it started to rain super duper heavily... since none of us brought umbrella and all the shops has closed *it's already 10pm btw*.... with no other choices left, we dashed out into the rain!!

I was like semi drenched by the time i reach my block...haizz....

What a lousy day!!!

Nini

I was sorting out the photos in my com, and guess what i found?? haha..

Who is this little cutie there??
Look closer? SHE IS SOOOOOOOO CUTE!!!!
Closer closer....AWwwwww.....So adorable!!

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WHO IS THIS????!!!!!! *shocked*

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Where is my little cutie??

ILU

I know i maybe boring and dull at times, but i love u as much as before dear. You make love seems like the sweetest thing in the world. I can't live without you and i when i read you blog this afternoon, i could feel a knife poking my heart :(

That was taken from "our blog"...

Dear makes me feel so touched =(

I love you dear, madly deeply truely...

Quality time tgt?? No...

Life is getting boring, and we are running out of places to go on weekdays.

This is really turning off, since supposely i should go out with him every thursday, but we ran out of places to go!!! Is it bcoz singapore is too small or is it bcoz we are just plain boring.

Our time table are way too different, it's even harder to go school tgt or go home tgt, neither can we have common breaks that we can have our lunch tgt...don't even mention about dinner.

Sometimes look at the guys in my clique, they are always able to meet gf or have dinner with gf tgt in school, somehow don't why such thing dosent really work out for us.

Just that Quality meeting time are getting lesser and lesser... or am i just suppose to get use to it since in the future when we both start working, it will juz be that way....

Is this bcoming a problem or am i just half sian coz today is suppose to be the "going out day", but we are both doing nothing at home... he's tired, and lazy i guess, and i m bored... haizz.... It worries me about what should we do on saturday...haizzz....

Time to start to grab more tuition assignments... i'd rather worry about not having enough money to go shopping and playing than worrying about my guy dosent have time for me.... at least it's less depressing that way!

Back to tutorials...

Dear: If there is one thing you wan me to change? What would it be?

Me: Stop buying me branded stuffs till you start earning money.

Dear: ....

Dear: ok, that's a good one...

So dear, please do that...thanks =)

wulala

I LOVE MY SWEET SWEET BAO BEI!!!

Yup, that's all i wanna say...
and also.... 2 photos of my cat....
She trying to act cute lor...

"COME AND FIND ME IF YOU CAN!!!"

"SEE WHAT SEE!!! WANNA PICK UP A FIGHT??"