Happy 14th month anniversary darling =)

This is specially dedicated to my little boy,

Since he is now, offically the longest bf that i ever had =)

Something to be proud of?

nah....we still have many many years to go!!!

Anyway, Exams suck!!!!! SUCK BIG TIME!!!

I havent been going out with dear or anyone for like....1 month plus??

I feel so damn saffocated!!!

School and grad lounge is like a nightmare,

canteen food seems so boring.

I think when i leave NTU, canteen food will b the last thing that i miss!!!

Anyway, there is nothing else we can do except studying, and mayb, occasionally play some computer games...like viwawa?

THe good thing is that i'm still left with 1 more paper to go and dear is left with 2 more, which the next 1 is this coming afternoon, hope he can score well later.

Luck hasnt been standing on both of our sides recently,

i lost my matriculation card,

dear lost his cash card...and some other stuffs...

BUT things are gonna to be juz perfect after exam,

I M SO SURE ABOUT THAT...

ENough of the crap, photo time!!!

THat's what you do when u r bored
GAY???

My cat....

Yawning on my dad's laptop casing...

Resting there....

Some idiot dump the rubbish outside the room in grad loungue....

DONE BY: ME!!!!!

I tattooed dear's arm....nice???

I think i have done a good job...look so GAY can!!!

That's how we kill the boredom....hahaha....

I think when the exam is over, i'd miss the time studying tgt with dear. Seeing each other everyday, eating tgt, mugging tgt, watch crayon shin chan tgt, play viwawa tgt, going home tgt....

IT'S ALL SO SWEET =)

I love you dear,

Happy 1x Anniversary =)

and good luck for the paper later on<3

I havent been updating much lately, but what can i say, it's the exam period again!!!

I have been mugging in school with dear boy everyday since last friday, not bad huh, seeing him every single day. Having dinner and supper tgt, mugging, chatting and of coz... more mugging!!! haha...

I'm sending my cat for sterilization tml. Ya, STERILIZATION!!!
I'm fasting her right now, have to fast for 1 night. Can see that she is really really hungry, she sniffs everything that smells foodish and even try to lick my mouth when i was munching on some biscuits. Feel so bad for her that i decided to fast tgt with her. Will only eat when she is ready to eat =) poor little thing, hope she just sleep the hunger away =(

She has grown so skinny ever since my dad's back. Did i ever mention that she is afraid of my dad?

I think all the animals that i ever had is afraid of my dad. He just have this OH-SO-UNFRIENDLY aura to the little animals...i don't know why!! Whenever my dad is around, she never comes out of my wardrobe. funny right? she don't even eat much and that's why she is so skinny now!! =( got to buy some wet food to pamper her after the sterilization.

This sterilization is gonna to burn a freaking hole in my wallet *$90*. Lucky she is not in heat, or else i'd have pay another $20 more. Thank god, now i can use that $20 to buy alot wet food to feed her fat fat =)

Even my mother feels sorry for the cat, she called in the night telling me can don't sterilize her or not, like very poor thing like that. But sterilization is for the greater good in the future. Any1 who owns a pet will agree with me!!! Pray with me that she will have a speedy recovery and will be happy and jumpie soon!!!

Lastly, paper starts on thurs, dear's paper starts on wed.... Hope we both can do very well this sem =)
ilu little boy =)

The reason why i don't feel a sense of belonging anymore is bcoz:

1) i'm a boring person among certain grp of ppl. I m not aloquent as a lot of them, i don't have so much interesting things happening around me. So i m always stucked in a situation where i wan to entertain them, i tried but failed miserablely, and ended up there isnt much things that we can tok about. Altho it happens to only this grp of friends only, i wasnt a boring person when i m with my jc friends or hall mates.

2) Bcoz i m boring, i cant entertain well, ppl normally don't tok to me when they have more interesting partners to tok to. Simple human reaction, but sure enough to put u in a rather lonely position. Esp when you don't like to be left alone and u r that type of really sensitive person.

Yup, how to feel the sense of belonging when u don't feel as part of the grp?