Honey-coated life

2009-06-14T01:45:00.000+08:00

Sold.

:))

2009-06-08T01:31:00.003+08:00

My new love: Nokia E71 - the birthday present from dear :)

I know i can do well in the future =) i will try my best, i know i will!!

*Love my baby*

Choices

2009-05-21T23:04:00.002+08:00

Just had a very enlightening chat with my IA sup. Afterall he is a very nice guy. He offered advice, and offered jobs too. It's a tough job, often requires OT till 12am...i wonder if i should take it up. Or should i get dear to refer me to work as a personal banker.... which path should i take?

A while back i was still desperate for jobs, and now a few opportunities have presented themselves in front of me...hmmmm....how?

Should i take up a 9-5 job or should i take up a more challanging job? Tsk tsk tsk...it's really a hard decision =( Mayb i should consult my parents b4 deciding...

Done with Exams

2009-04-28T03:48:00.002+08:00

Today(Yesterday) marks the end of my 16 years of schooling life. Phew, i should be glad that i have done well for the last paper!!

Went to Singapore Flyer with dear, awesome experience i must say =D Probably coz it is a monday, thus the flyer doesnt have much visitors, we gets to have the entire cabinet for ourselves =D Super awesome!!!

There's alot of things that i want to do, but i dun feel so motivated without a job. Sighhh.... I wish i can get a job soon =(

I WANT A JOB!

2009-04-01T00:50:00.002+08:00

Added some effects into the photo, look nice? ;P haha

Anyway, life is boring...grrrr....

i have been trying to look for a job for the past 2 weeks, attending all the recruitment talks and etc, it just gets onto my nerves, seriously!!! Graduation seems so near and i hate to live off my dad, i want to achieve total financial independance and pamper my parents with MY OWN $$!!!

Market seems to b gloomy, but all the people ard me seems to b able to get a job easily, i mean a few of them lar... that of coz include my dear... i'm really happy that he can secure a job so early, haha, so he no nid to work for his dad first ? =D

I have sent a couple of resumes to different organizations, just hope i can get the chance to be shortlisted!!! *keeping my fingers crossed*

Anyway, too lazy to update lately, anything that's going on in my life is already uploaded onto the facebook....seriously it is a really excellent social networking tool, you gets a glimps of everybody's life and sometimes, even ppl that you no longer contact, you know their latest updates and gossips. COOL HUH?

I have crossed the 1.5 years mark with baby, and i forgot to update ;P more good years to go =D can't believe even after 1.5 years, we are still in our honey moon period!!! of coz there are times we will have small rough patches here and there, but seriously, this r/s rocks =D <3 much ="D

Enough said, just hope god grants me a good job, so i'll b able to enjoy the rest of my schooling life at ease!! 143 =D

(~'.')

2009-03-05T01:22:00.003+08:00

A lot of things happened these few days:

of coz, the NTU stabbing incident has to come first! Nothing much to say, wj even knew that guy and played game with him b4 in a competition. I personally think he is quite sad, must be the prof too guai lan =( or else what can make a student go mad?

Dear fell sick recently, went to deliver porridge to him and accompanied him to see doc in school. No matter how sick he is, FYP still needed to be submitted on time -_- tsk tsk, it sucks to be sick when u have deadlines to meet.

Oh ya, and i fell deeply in love with chicken wings and mian xian. LOL, no link right? Just love to eat them =D

FYP FTW!!!

=D

2009-02-27T14:52:00.002+08:00

Simplicity rocks!!!

Anyway, had some fun ytd night with dear, his friends and my JC classmates over at fortune cuisine and jy's house =D

Me and dear lost $10.50 in total in the poker game ytd night =(

I'm so gonna win something the next time we organize such activities!!!

V-day updates

2009-02-16T22:47:00.009+08:00

We celebrated in 2 days, coz don't wan to bcom the carrot head and let all the evil restaurants to chop us, we delayed our v-day dinner to monday (which is today) =D

But of coz, it is still a ritual to meet up on v-day =D
So there we are, heading down to marina sq for a simple dinner and walk ard.

This is my present for him on that day. (LOL)

Dear trying to surprise me with the bouqet of bears, but failed miserablely, coz i m super super on guard =D hahaha~

BUt the bear is still uber cute!!! CARE BEARS!!!

Simple dinner @ thai express.

I cant believe they have this celebration menu which all the courses are raised by $1 at least....

THey sure know how to chop the poor couples!!!

Then~ today is our so call offical V-day dinner @ Shangri-la "the line" buffet =D

on our way down

@the car park

My hungry bf trying to wolf down all the oysters!!!

The amazingly beautiful dessert bar!!!! It is really awesome i swear!!!

Happy couple tgt =D

They even have fried ice creams.... no wonder it is called the mother of all buffet?? (i don't know, dear said it)

I was proved to b a true-blue asian, coz i cant take those cheeses!!! Esp the blue cheese, it uber smelly and yucky (if i eat 1 teaspoon, i can really puke my dinner out immediately i swear!!!)

Happy dear with his strawberry foundue =D

The pretty grand hall!!!

I spotted this lambo on our way back~ CAR PLATE: SJE1C

HOW MANY PEOPLE AROUND CAN AFFORD A NUMBER 1 CAR PLATE!!!! probably that plate itself can buy a new car.

Singapore sure have alot of rich people.

All in all, i had a wonderful V-day this year, thanks to my bao bei=D

And i can always look forward to our next V-day tgt =D

143

2009-02-13T01:21:00.002+08:00

I have alot of random photos taken, but i m too lazy to upload.

Anyway, Vday is coming...ya, the big day!!!
Dear and me had a little be-earlied Vday gift exchange? Or it's just me giving way too early =D
I got the HUGO BOSS belt for dear, since he been wanting a formal belt. LV and Gucci belts are too ex, so i choose the alternative which he love it alot too =D

And to my surprise, darling baked for me!!!!
NOT THE BROWN CAKE THAT HE BAKES EVERY MORNING.

He actually baked tgt with his friends some sweet tarts and eclair. ITS OMFG SWEET CAN?
The strawberry tarts are so delicious, cant believe he can actually bake. HE IS SOOOOOO SWEET!!!

I knew it's gonna to b such a sweet and loving valentine =D

So stay tune for more updates =D

2009-02-08T02:21:00.002+08:00

Random updates!!!

It has been a really busy week for me.... cant really recall what i did tho, but surely its quite packed, coz i feel kindda tired -_-

Mon: meet dear

Tue: Celebrated ML's bday. SHeesh, i love the guessing people game.... had so much fun!!!

Wed: meet sec school HCL buddies + meet dear for career fair!!! I seriously hope that few resume that i dropped, will get back to me sometimes in the future!!! *keeping my fingers crossed*

Thur: meet dear!!! and caught the movie underworld

Fri: Salsa!!!

Sat: meet up with CY HL and LW for red cliff 2 (i didnt even watch 1 -_-). I must say it was a nice movie, uber nice!!! then head down to JY's house for some last min CNY gambling!!! and for the 1st time in my life, i played poker!!! POKER!!!! POKERRRRR!!!! It was seriously FUN TO PLAY. Altho i lost say like $5.30, but well, it was still uber uber buer FUN. Don't mind playing it again soon!!!

Sun: TIme to meet dear again!!! +++tuition T.T

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Oh ya....It was on the news everywhere few days back:

SUNSHINE EMPIRE CANT SHINE ANYMORE!!!
like FINALLY right??

just hope those GOOD people could get back their money =D

2009-02-02T01:29:00.008+08:00

To the RETARD Y:

Please FUCK OFF and leave us alone.

It's been such a long time ago, and yet u still brood over it.

Let's see, these are the things that i own u:

Thank you for bringing dear to my life.
Thank you for some of the nice old memories that i have at the back of my head.

Other than that, i wish i will never have to cross u ever in my life. YES!!! NEVER.

There is no right or wrong in love nor relationship, so quit trying to disturb us and live your own life. If we are really fated to be tgt, nothing can come across us? We will b tgt eventually no matter what. Cant you see that??

TIme has proven our love to b true, so why don't u quit the nonesense? Even if wj never say anything, those things that u have said to me b4 was never good.(remeber those nasty words you said? NEED ME TO REMIND U?) Look at yourself in the mirror b4 pointing your finger at other people!!!!!

I have never regretted to get tgt with him even with so mani shits and karma i have been thro in the initial stage. When every1 else can put things behind after a while, why cant u?
Grow up and be more mature please.

I love him and he loves me!!
Simple as that.

p/s: Eventho dear seems fine with it, but i cant torlerate when people are trying to be RUDE to him, that equals being rude to me!!!! What is his is mine and what is mine is his. SImple as that. Don't bother to point finger anymore, coz afterall those nasty shit things u have said and bad mouthing about me, i really hate u to the core, nothing changes that. Go ahead and be a nice person to other ppl, coz NOTHING CHANGES my POV towards u now. WHy would u care so much about me and dear? why would u care so much about defamings so out of sudden?

p/s/s: refer to 5th of May 2008 post =)

http://cateyes-june.blogspot.com/2008_05_01_archive.html

I just realized where dose all these shit came about, the few old anger venting posts. This is my blog, don't like it? Then just close it off. Besides, am i suppose to b the BIGGEST LIAR u have ever seen b4? WHy would u care so much about what i said? THEY MIGHT BE LIES U KNOW?? Why so worked up? How u know those things are told to me by my dear? It could be any1, how u know im not close to any of your close friend b4?If those things are untrue, why worry so much? WHY WORRY SO MUCH???No confidence in yourself??? If they are really your friends, dose it matter what i typed one year back??? hell! It dosent!!!!

2009-02-01T01:46:00.003+08:00

Just a random update =)

Had an eventful CNY, or mayb not so. hahaha~ at least me and dear managed to visited each other's parents during this CNY!!! Like Finally right?

Yup, we arranged a bai nian session to each other's house on chu er, altho the visit was brief, but it was a formal introduction to each other's parents...definitely its a good thing =) This is our 2nd CNY tgt, definitely more to come!!!! Mayb we will all dine in tgt next yr? Who knows...

On a lighter note, my dad took a liking of him, think that he is a quite decent guy, and according to him, his mother likes me too, and think that i'm really polite 0.o *awesome* I kindda like his 2nd sis, really friendly and talkative, mayb i can get along well with her in the future. Yay =)

Was clearing up some files in my com, then i saw this super uber cute picture dawn sent me last time.

It's dawn, me, hq and ml. And personally, i think that girl SO SUPER LOOK LIKE DAWN and i don't know why ml is so freaking tall. haha, i tot i m suppose to b the one?

Sweet huh?

Of Course!!!

p/s: Love my dear =)

2009-01-26T02:33:00.002+08:00

I m so utterly disappointed and disgusted....
Yes!!! ON A CNY EVE!!!!!

Just when i m already forgiving him, guess what other pattern he came up with? HE DARES TO BLOCK ME AND WJ ON MSN AND GARENA!!!

I didn't even say anything abt his unsincere apology and i was already gonna to forgive and let the matter rest.

This whole shit is started off bcoz of him and he still have the cheek to treat us like that. If he'd apologise immediately after that matter, everything will be pink and rosey again. Everybody can game again as per normal....then what did he do? HE DIDNT APOLOGISE!! SO I WAITED. I waited for 1 weeks almost 2 weeks for an apology and then, guess what, he come out with this kind of pattern?

SHY??? YA RIGHT!!!!!
Just becoz i dun wan to forgive you without an apology, and wj is ignoring u tgt with me, SO YOU FEEL VIOLATED AND YOU ARE NOT HAPPY??

He started all this, he himself made the matter worse. WHO TO BLAME??
Totally disgusted!!

2009-01-23T21:47:00.002+08:00

http://www.facebook.com/ext/share.php?sid=56472041201&h=1LNDt&u=IUsYM

It's so uber duper super SWEET!!!!
yup, the bridegroom is 1 of my old hall mate. Saw it on facebook that he is married!!!

MARRIED!!!

of coz it came as a little shocking to me, coz apparently i wouldnt tot that any of my peer will b married this early. But well, of coz must congrats them =) THEY ARE SOOOOOO SWEET.

Day-dreaming away~

2009-01-14T22:43:00.002+08:00

Went out with CY and HL, the topic is mostly about work.
Ya, it definitely sounds scary after hearing what's the real situation is out there. It is much worse than what the newspaper says =(

It's so unlucky to have to graduate at this time =(

I still have less than half a semester to go, its really time to start planning for jobs ~ just hope i m able to find 1 b4 i graduate.

Meanwhile, i should try to enjoy NTU life as much as possible. Probably gonna to sign up NTU salsa with JY. Hope it's gonna to b fun.

2009-01-04T18:34:00.004+08:00

Updating time again!!!

NYE

Beautify fireworks~

sorry about the picture quality, it's hp camera onli =)

With dear on NYE =) hohoho~

Dad's 50th Bday~

Yummilious dinner~ Had it with cousin and the family =)

I even baked something with my newly bought oven =)

It's so awesome!!!

A not so good looking heart-shaped chocolate cake =)

MERINGUE!!! (After)

MERINGUE!!! (Before)

Prawn Fishing!!!

I must talk about this~ my virgin prawn fishing trip!!!

We went to the fishing place at Bishan area, $30 for 3 hours, but we played 4.5 hours in total, coz we onli manage to pick it up in the later part.

The sad thing is we had 0 hoots for the 1st 1.5 hours, its totally disgusting and demoralizing~ esp when ppl beside you are fishing up alot of prawns >.<

But luckily, dear managed to fish up our 1st prawn, and then we met this grp of really nice "gangsters-look-alike" ppl, they shared their baits with us, which is some disgusting bloody worms. I must admit that this bait is really useful, all the rest of our hoots are bcoz of these new baits, not to mention about those that bite the bait but didnt manage to hoot it up (due to poor skills) LOL

Anyway it was a really fun experience, the thrill of catching a prawn is like estacy, gets u addicted=) Think we will go back again soon, with better baits!! apparently the "FRESH chicken heart" they provided don't really work that well for us. LOL

Enough said~ tml school reopen -_-

hope i ll had a great last term in my entire schooling life!!!

ROAR!!!!

2009-01-01T02:11:00.002+08:00

Just came back from New year's countdown...

well, i thought i will spend it in the car while stucked in the traffic, but i guess WE ARE LUCKY!! haha~ ya, i mean really lucky, we managed to find this spot near fulleton and parked at the roadside. Believe me, there are plenty of cars parking at the road side =)

Altho our view is a little obstructed by some trees, but overall we still can see most of the fireworks!!!

This year's firework was short, 5 mins only? But as always, the grand finale is awesome, the intensiveness of the fireworks in the sky is really an amazing sight~ esp with your loved one beside you =)

I'll upload the photos when i have time

tata

GoodBye 2008 and Hello 2009

2008-12-31T21:07:00.006+08:00

Woot~ it's 31st Dec 2008 now, in another less than 3 hours of time. we will be stepping into 2009!!! Baby is sleeping right now, so that he will have plenty of energy to go count down with me later =)

Year 2008 has been such a wonderful year for me, esp with the company of my darling~ We have already celebrated our 1st yr anniversary and we will have mani mani years to go!! =)

plus daddy is back to singapore permanently, and now my family is finally united =))

And not to forget that we had a sweet little new family member!! =) Really love her to bits~

And i really have loads and loads of wishes for 2009:

1) Go on a holiday with dear (hopefully)

2) Grad with a good grade and find a job asap??

3) Hang out more with my besties =) (CY, HL, JY, and the cliques)

4) and the list goes on~

Time to freshen up and get ready =)

lastly,

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2008-12-28T00:22:00.003+08:00

Guess what is this??

crackers?? cereal??
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TATA!!!!!!!

Presenting to you, crayon shin chan's favourite - qiao ke li bing gan!!! (chocolate cookies)

Saw this at Daiso~ since both me and dear are shin chan's biggest fan, we die die have to buy it and try~

ya~ its not much, but the snack do taste nice, crunchy and chocolatey!!

isnt my cat cute?????

2008-12-23T23:27:00.002+08:00

Had a potluck gathering with my clique today~
so i decided to bring fried rice for the potluck =)

Dear is such a sweet darling to came over to help me out with the fried rice. And ya, we cooked the rice, had our breakfast and watched some tv b4 getting started.

Darling hard at work~ trying to peel the prawns ~

Chopped garlic and peeled prawns ~

Tata~ this is our final product!!!!
ya~ fried rice with mixed vege, lunchon meat and prawns!!!!
My friends claimed that it was quite decent =)

Thanks bao bei =)
ilu

2008-12-21T15:24:00.002+08:00

It is always embarrassing to meet his parents~ at the most unexpected situation~

While having dinner out with dear ytd night, it so happens that his parents and 2nd sis went to the same restaurant to eat as well!!!
gave me a shock of my life,
totally unexpected!!!!
caught super off guard!!!!!
LOL

BUt all went well anyway~
dear's sister is really cute, kindda make me wan to have a sibling as well~ tsk tsk tsk
His mother is also quite friendly and his dad even ask me wan to go have chinese new yr eve dinner tgt or not (~'.'~) must eat with my family lehz ~ haha...

I guess i m now more or less prepared for chinese new yr bai nian already~
bleeeeehh

2008-12-20T21:30:00.002+08:00

It's been a while since i last updated...
been quite busy with fyp, going out with friends, going out with dear and staying at home gaming away =) bleeeeehh

Went out with sam buy xmas present for darling, bought him this razer pro click V1.6 for his new white colour white book, but dear is considering to xchange this for a razer DeathAdder (;P) eeek, white colour nicer for the white netbook right?

After that, got the 2nd pressie for dear dear =) WD 160GB HDD =) hoho...you know how much ilu dear =)

THis is a pressie from sw, so nice of him to get this from tw for both me and my dear =) Dear's 1 has his name on it as well ~ so cute right?

Dear had his early new year cloths shopping~ CK shirt =)

AND~~~~~

Guess where we had our xmas dinner? (i know it's abit early, but its hard to get a reservation near the date itself, and we both have some other stuffs on also =))

Grand Corpthorne DA SHANG HAI restaurant~

I wanted to try peking roaste duck, thus dear brought me there for our meal~ Its really super delicious, the sweet sauce is sooo yummy!!!!

Funny decoration~ took it coz its facing me =)

The menu is sooooooooooo RETRO~ at the restaurant, they even have a band and singers showcasing all the oldies like ye lai xiang etc~ it feels so like in a movie...

My favourite dish~ i m serious, its damn nice =) yummmy

Looking forward to xmas, gonna to have a lot more activities with dear, family and the cliques =) yooohoooooo~~~~

2008-12-08T23:44:00.002+08:00

Well....

We are all fine now =)

yup, of coz at times there will b ups and downs in a r/s

there will b doubts

there will b questions...

but i guess that's why they call it a RELATIONSHIP right?

Anyway, been pretty busy lately.

Went for the skirmish Op on sat, pretty interesting experience as we gets to have a feel of how is it like to carry a gun and run in bushes (of coz fake gun lar)

After the Skirmish thingy, i went to meet up with Sam to catch BOLT!!! It was super sweet lar, exactly the type of show that i will enjoy =)

Dear seems to b a little bored at home, so i bought some puffs and drop by dear's house and he sent me home later on.

The next day i went out with him to catch QUARANTINE. Freaking scary show...altho i m not a big fan of shaky films (due to the bad experience of cloverfield), but this 1 is really impressively freaky. The zombies/undead/infected always jump out at the time that u are least expecting them to!!!!

Imagine 1 day....

You were on your way home at 1am in the morning...

waiting for the lift....

then....

It opens....

and you see some old lady soaked in blood jumping towards you!!

ROARRRRRrrrrr.....

ok...its not scary...hahaha -_-

2008-12-07T13:10:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i wonder where am i going.
Am i going in the right direction?

What do u feel about me?
Do u really love me like what you always claimed?

Then how come i dun feel it that way?
Can you prove with your actions?

If one day i was so busy and caught up with work.
Will you be able to be like my friend's bf?
Catching every possible chance to meet up?
Even a 1-2 hours lunch, he will nv fail to meet.

Do you really love me as what you always claimed?
How come i don't feel it today?

How come i only feel disappointed, sad?
How come i only feel discouraged, and unwanted.

Am i putting in too much?
Or should i just pull out a little
So it wont hurt so much when such situation arises....

Should i?

2008-12-05T22:53:00.003+08:00

Some random picture updates first:

Driving towards IMM....simple lunch meet-up and some shoppings of coz =)

This........................

Is the sesame pudding that i made....

I bought the powder from Daiso, and it tasted rather nice...altho it might not look that appealing here, coz i didn't put it in a nice container, but trust me!!! It is yummmmilicious!!!

Went out with my parents today to Marina Barrage.... this Marina Bay station hor, look like a ghost town lor. It is already 1pm leh!!!

Saw a band performing at the Explanade =)

Super duper super duper nice!!! They just give me a very energetic, very young and vibrant feeling...

Their lead female vocalist looks like some mix blood, but she has such a powerful vocie...i m really impressed!!!

Anyway, plenty of activities to look forward for the following weekends.... like going out with friends, going out with dear dear =)

I LOVE YOU BAO BEI =)

2008-12-01T02:35:00.003+08:00

I guess it's time to update another post again...

since the exam is over, and finally i m free again!!

a lot of stuff been through my mind for the past few days

i guess i had a better understanding to love

Different people have diff ways to communicate with each other,

cried badly 2 nights ago,

but the lucky thing is i realized how much dose dear love me

and how much i love him.

mayb in the future i will really bcom mrs lee?? ~'.'~ (so ps)

talked to a few ppl today and ytd,

i guess i have changed so much from last time.

i use to b so naive and gullible

slowly, over the time, i learn how to manage a r/s well

and luckily, i met some1 who knows how to treasure me

how to pamper me and how to love me.

I guess it's the same to all guys,

if he cant learn to treasure and pamper his gf,

being stingy,

will only make your loved 1 leave you

(of coz i m not refering to being over-materialistic)

I don't juz, just some random thoughts across my mind

and i tot it's fine to juz pen it down =)

photo time??

Went out with bao bei on saturday. Finally it's town after 1.5 mth of trapping in school, mugging for exams =) god knows how happy am i.

Dear insisted on buying me the Razor mouse,
he claim that it's dam shoik to use.

And tata!!!! here is my hoot for this year's SITEX:

samsung 21.6" LCD monitor!!!

chio isnt it?

It feels so good by just looking at it

and i cant believe that i m using it now!!!

Besides, with my new white light razor mouse,

i feel my computer is SO POWER NOW LOR

Lastly, a super blur picture =)

It tells that how much he loves me

and how much i love him =)

Happy 14th month anniversary darling =)

2008-11-26T04:28:00.004+08:00

This is specially dedicated to my little boy,

Since he is now, offically the longest bf that i ever had =)

Something to be proud of?

nah....we still have many many years to go!!!

Anyway, Exams suck!!!!! SUCK BIG TIME!!!

I havent been going out with dear or anyone for like....1 month plus??

I feel so damn saffocated!!!

School and grad lounge is like a nightmare,

canteen food seems so boring.

I think when i leave NTU, canteen food will b the last thing that i miss!!!

Anyway, there is nothing else we can do except studying, and mayb, occasionally play some computer games...like viwawa?

THe good thing is that i'm still left with 1 more paper to go and dear is left with 2 more, which the next 1 is this coming afternoon, hope he can score well later.

Luck hasnt been standing on both of our sides recently,

i lost my matriculation card,

dear lost his cash card...and some other stuffs...

BUT things are gonna to be juz perfect after exam,

I M SO SURE ABOUT THAT...

ENough of the crap, photo time!!!

THat's what you do when u r bored
GAY???

My cat....

Yawning on my dad's laptop casing...

Resting there....

Some idiot dump the rubbish outside the room in grad loungue....

DONE BY: ME!!!!!

I tattooed dear's arm....nice???

I think i have done a good job...look so GAY can!!!

That's how we kill the boredom....hahaha....

I think when the exam is over, i'd miss the time studying tgt with dear. Seeing each other everyday, eating tgt, mugging tgt, watch crayon shin chan tgt, play viwawa tgt, going home tgt....

IT'S ALL SO SWEET =)

I love you dear,

Happy 1x Anniversary =)

and good luck for the paper later on<3

2008-11-11T01:04:00.002+08:00

I havent been updating much lately, but what can i say, it's the exam period again!!!

I have been mugging in school with dear boy everyday since last friday, not bad huh, seeing him every single day. Having dinner and supper tgt, mugging, chatting and of coz... more mugging!!! haha...

I'm sending my cat for sterilization tml. Ya, STERILIZATION!!!
I'm fasting her right now, have to fast for 1 night. Can see that she is really really hungry, she sniffs everything that smells foodish and even try to lick my mouth when i was munching on some biscuits. Feel so bad for her that i decided to fast tgt with her. Will only eat when she is ready to eat =) poor little thing, hope she just sleep the hunger away =(

She has grown so skinny ever since my dad's back. Did i ever mention that she is afraid of my dad?

I think all the animals that i ever had is afraid of my dad. He just have this OH-SO-UNFRIENDLY aura to the little animals...i don't know why!! Whenever my dad is around, she never comes out of my wardrobe. funny right? she don't even eat much and that's why she is so skinny now!! =( got to buy some wet food to pamper her after the sterilization.

This sterilization is gonna to burn a freaking hole in my wallet *$90*. Lucky she is not in heat, or else i'd have pay another $20 more. Thank god, now i can use that $20 to buy alot wet food to feed her fat fat =)

Even my mother feels sorry for the cat, she called in the night telling me can don't sterilize her or not, like very poor thing like that. But sterilization is for the greater good in the future. Any1 who owns a pet will agree with me!!! Pray with me that she will have a speedy recovery and will be happy and jumpie soon!!!

Lastly, paper starts on thurs, dear's paper starts on wed.... Hope we both can do very well this sem =)
ilu little boy =)

2008-11-01T01:57:00.003+08:00

The reason why i don't feel a sense of belonging anymore is bcoz:

1) i'm a boring person among certain grp of ppl. I m not aloquent as a lot of them, i don't have so much interesting things happening around me. So i m always stucked in a situation where i wan to entertain them, i tried but failed miserablely, and ended up there isnt much things that we can tok about. Altho it happens to only this grp of friends only, i wasnt a boring person when i m with my jc friends or hall mates.

2) Bcoz i m boring, i cant entertain well, ppl normally don't tok to me when they have more interesting partners to tok to. Simple human reaction, but sure enough to put u in a rather lonely position. Esp when you don't like to be left alone and u r that type of really sensitive person.

Yup, how to feel the sense of belonging when u don't feel as part of the grp?

2008-10-30T22:34:00.005+08:00

enjoy when it's time to enjoy
anything else
take it with a pinch of salt...

2008-10-29T21:17:00.002+08:00

Let the picture do the talking, havent been updating for a long long time =)

Exams are coming, time to get busy and start MUGGING!

You wanna know how to get 2 or 3 cokes by paying the money of 1 only? haha, take a look at the following vid, tested and proven by my dear, just look at how many bottles he can get?

http://www.break.com/index/how_to_get_a_free_coke.html

Crystal Jade steamboat with free flow of XLB, i always LOVE STEAMBOAT!!

Tuna sandwich, my favourite =)

Look at my finger, it look like a sausage lor, no wonder the ring cant be plucked off!!

Dear posing with the snack my cousin brought back from M'sia, yumm =)

2008-10-18T01:26:00.003+08:00

It was a rather eventful day today...

It started off with me leaving the house, broad the bus but forgot to bring my make up kit....so in the end i have to alight the bus, took the opposite direction home and pick up the kit then head down to school. And thus, i missed my first period.

Everything was really smooth till the basketball session with my coursemates after school. I suffered multiple injuries after a less than 1 hour basketball session. Firstly, i injured my left hand 4th finger, at first i tot it was okie, but well, now its swollen in the middle knukle and the worst thing is i had my ring on that finger and now apparently i couldnt take it out -_- dear was really happy about it, according to him i can wear his ring for good!! (coz normally i don't like to wear rings) and now i m having a RING THAT I CANT TAKE IT OUT -_- thats juz so nice!! But this is not the worst, i cracked my pinky nails.... it was bleeding quite badly at first, but now it was okie...of coz i don't dare to cut the nail and expose the flesh, juz hope it will grow out really fast =( coz its really irritating, i have to b extra careful on the nail or else it will hurt really badly. But there is something i realised, there are some really nice guys around in my course. When i found out that my pinky was bleeding, i told ml, and head to the water cooler to wash the blood off, but to my disappointment, neither ml or hq really gave a damn. They juz carry on with their game, seriously, its juz kindda sad and disappointing to realised that, coz i really liked them and was hoping that can really develop some serious friendships...but oh well, nvm. Altho ml is nice enough to sms me to check my condition much later, but i guess i don't have much things to say =( But Jeremy was really nice, he ran to don't know where to grab some antiseptic cotton and plaster for me. I was kindda touched for 1 moment, llike we are not close in the course, and throughout the 3 years in NTU, i talked to him for less than 5 sentences? And probably today is the 1st time i m really toked to him. It's just nice to see "strangers" (sort of) to be so nice.

Then after the basketball session, i went for weile's bady... it was, how should i say....interesting. Apparently the villa he rented cost him 1000+ and its a really small house cater for 2 ppl only, but it has a pool in the center of the house with jacuzee...awesome! just like some rich man's apartment? Anyway, to me it was rather boring. I gets to see clem's gf today, in face, and toked to her, i'd say she is a nice lady, but i m still happy with what weile told me once =) (secret!!) and clem toked to me too, it seems that i shant hold any grudge against him, everything seems fine now, we are back to those very normal friends, and of coz, he and dear are still good buddies =) There was a little turn off happened earlier on, oh well, shant elaborate (lazy), time to dota...tata

2008-10-11T23:18:00.004+08:00

Update some photos =)

Dear with his Cake
Cake part 2

My present to my darling
Indulgz=)

My JC pal's solenmisation =)
Darling carrying my little cat like a baby!!! Sheeesh!

2008-09-28T23:05:00.003+08:00

This is BURGER FACE!!!, i learnt it from some1 else's blog, realised that it was quite cute =) hahaha...
And the effect was done by my lovely HP. Quite cute i think =)
Here is another 1

Tata!!! Cute right? but there isnt much patterns, so it gets a bit boring after a while =)

Anyway, holiday is ending, tmr is school again!!!! How do i wish the holiday will never end =( I spent a couple of sweet days with my dear, but the rest of the days are spent on projects projects and more projects =( and ya, i m still doing projects NOW!!!

Presentation tmr, wish me luck =(

2008-09-27T01:08:00.002+08:00

How should i describe my life now? Busy, chaotic, but filled with love =) ok ok, i know this sounds mushy, even my clique keep making fun of me -_-

Dear's bday is coming soon, and i ll definitely pull out sth nice for him!! ( i hope) yup, since i didnt manage to celebrate it with him last yr, so this yr i m gonna make it up for him =)

Lastly, i drew sth really ugly, but i'll still post it up =) haha....

2008-09-23T19:56:00.001+08:00

I miss you bao bei =)

2 more days to THE DAY =)

Dear is MY HERO!!!

2008-09-21T00:58:00.003+08:00

DEAR IS MY HERO!!!

A lot has happened to me these days, but i managed to survive with the help of my friends and of coz, most importantly, my BF!!!

I was rather upset today, i tot dear dosen't love me anymore. I was so afraid that he will leave me...
I don't know where dose this sense of insecurity come from, but somehow, i m just afraid!!
But dear came all the way to my house, just to keep me companied, comfort me, assure me and cheer me up, I REALLY REALLY LOVE HIM SO SO SO MUCH.

My computer has been giving me shit recently, i couldnt figure out the problem, but dear is so persistant to solve the problem. After posting on the forum, he actually managed to REVIVED MY COMPUTER!!!!

HE IS TRUELY
MY KNIGHT
MY HERO
MY PRINCE CHARMING!!!

I love you dear, now, and forever. You are the best thing that ever happen to me =)

2008-09-19T03:04:00.002+08:00

Im sick and tired to pretend to b some1 else...
i wish i could b myself again...

and i miss my dear
he is probably the only person besides my parents and a few gd friends that i shows my true self to =(

What's wrong with university life?
humm....

2008-09-17T22:25:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i think i take other people's oponions too seriously, it make me feel really tired just to live as a normal person -_- and yet, i don't know what i can do to make myself care less, it's like something that just out of my nature like that.

There came the major misunderstanding just now. After our E&S presentation, i made a passing comment regarding our grp's presentation to dawn and ml, sth like that i feel our presentation is not very good, compare to the other group. we should have done sth abt it.

What i mean is that: coz dawn is the 1 who come up with the who ppt, she spent 4 hours doing it while the rest of us just add on to what she had done already. Which, i think is wrong, we should have sat down and discuss the outline out before we can distribute the work and do our own research.

I think i had made her think that i was kping about the ppt. Like i didnt do much and yet i kpkb. So she was rather pissed at me. I can feel it, so i actually toked to her and apologised to her as well.

So technically speaking the misunderstanding is over, everything is ok....

but

I just don't feel right. Like my old habit is kicking in -_-
Thoughts started to flood into my head, like erm...will she start hating me now? will she bear some grudge against me? will we still b able to have fun like b4? etc etc and etc.....

Dam, it's killing me can?

Why do i have to be like this!!! If there is a way to change part of my personality, i will definitely ask to bcom some1 that has a attitude PROBLEM...i think i'll live much happier that way -_-

Keep asking my dear what should i do? But i think it's just like some shit habit that comes with me when i was born?? FUCKED UP LOR!!! This is not the only time that i had such over-whelming of negetive thoughts, but well, just hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it!!!

Wonder if it is me who has low self esteem or what? tsk tsk tsk.... mayb other ppl juz took it lightly while i was totured to death with thoughts of if the person will hate me forever??? Anit it stupid? OF COZ IT IS.....but can't be helped!!!

Mayb i should shut my mouth up next time so that i wont offend ppl. Like what dawn and ml always say that i m not diplomatic enough when it comes to toking....way to frank!!! -_-

I think i better rant more to my baby....haizz....

(coz the blog has no spacing btw posts, i better put a line in btw to indicate that those are 2 different posts.)
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2008-09-17T00:19:00.002+08:00

Life has been really busy for me...since it's the last week before recess, quizes are something that always come at this period of time =( plus E&S project presentation tml, all i can do is to scream " ARGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" =)

Anyway, plenty of things to look forward during the short 1 week term break!!!

(1) My Dance mat will b here? (i hope) by sat or sunday.
(2) Anniversary celebration with my dear boy!!! (Monday)
(3) Our clique clubbing session (1st time ever!!) @ St. James on Wed night

Oh well, not to forget those endless project deadlines after the break and a few more quizes on the way...but oh well!!! AT LEAST IT IS A BREAK!! =)

Friday night fun

2008-09-13T00:17:00.002+08:00

Suppose to meet HL and Sam today, but early in the afternoon JY sms me ask me if wanna join them for dinner at clementi later. So i told them i m meeting 2 of the girls later at PS, how abt the guys join us instead....so it ended up from a 3 ppl gathering to a JC class gathering....which, i have always enjoyed meeting up with my JC friends =) they are so fun lar!!

Had dinner at HK xing wang cafe...hum....i ate the maggie mee...seriously i m only missing the luncheon meat!!! But their luncheon meat is really delicious!!!

Caught the movie Babylon A.D, BUT IT WAS SOOOOOOOOOOO LOUSY!!! i havent been watching lousy movie for a long time and seriously, I JUST WASTED MY DAMN 8 DOLLARS FOR NOTHING.... i nearly fell asleep during the movie and the PLOT SUCKS BIG TIME!!! It pisses me off to watch lousy movies lor....HUMPPPpppp...

Forget about the movie, on our way back home, i was telling my friends a joke from my lecture clique!

Friend A and B was sitting in front of Alex that day....overheard the following conversation:

Alex: (talking to his friend) I banged some1 at Jalan Bahar...

Later after the lecture...

Friend A: OMG OMG, YOU KNOW WHAT....ALEX SAID THAT HE BANGED SOME1 AT "LONG BAR"

All of us: SHOCKED....

Friend B: -__- He said he banged some1 at Jalan Bahar, not LONG BAR!!

All of us: LOL.....

THat's how rumours started....LOL

2008-09-11T22:32:00.003+08:00

This is what we (or rather, i) got after some complains due to the fact that my food wasnt served after i have waited for more than half an hour!!! Which shows if the service of any restaurant is not good, every customers are entitled to complain to them and redeem some forms of compensations!! In the end i can treat every1 a free mango pudding!! =)

Nothing much happened these few days, except the free mango pudding from our dear executive cafe!! Life is pretty busy for me, projects projects and more projects... also, quizes coming our way too....so super stressed!!!

Just came back home from JP after a sumptuous meal with dear =) Schoold isnt so bad out of sudden as we spent our afternoon lazing in the lib playing viwawa and study tgt =) just purely enjoy each other's company and doing some studies at the same time!! super awesome!!

143 to my big boy =)

New Blog skin

2008-09-09T22:27:00.002+08:00

Something went seriously wrong with my previous blogskin, out of the sudden all the pictures and backgrounds are gone.... it just look plain ugly!!! So i have no choice but to change a new skin and to be honest, i hate blog skin huntings -_-

It took me so long to find a moderately simple and nice design and modify the design accordingly...haiz... wasting my time, and actually i m quite fond of my previous pinkish blog skin =(

Anyway, E was nice to pop by and say hi to me ytd, oh well, i suppose he reads my blog?? Who knows...at least there is no more misunderstanding. But the worst part is i saw the horrible EYE SORE!! He is probably the last person i wanna bump into in school, i should go and buy 4D ytd for being so "lucky".... the sight of him spoils my day.... bad memories flooded back and i was kindda moody for half of the day!!!

For god's sake, plz dun let me bump into EYE SORE again!!

Today was pretty normal, met up with my boy after school. He was so so so sweet to buy me little biscuits. I use to love this type of biscuits when i was young, and i m still loving it now!!! so yummy!! so sweet of my boy =)

Anyway, my boy went supper with his friends, so yup, guess i should try to do some work before it's too late!!

Tata

2008-09-07T02:42:00.002+08:00

It's the 346th days of our r/s

Thanks dear for always making my days
Eventho i get upset with you at times, but you always have your ways to cheer me up

Thanks for always telling me that i'm the best
Eventho at times i m having low self esteem...

Thanks for feeding me fat
Eventho i always say i wanna go on a diet...

I love you so super much and i will continue to love you so =)

LOUSY DAY!!!

2008-09-06T22:23:00.003+08:00

Today is a lousy day!

First thing that pisses me off: I have this friend, let's call him E. Today is his bday, so i sent a sms over in the early afternoon to wish him happy bday and that's it, there is no reply. I thought it is a basic courtesy to at least reply a thank you?? Is it even so hard for him to send a thank you?? Just let me make a pt that i will never send him happy bday msg anymore.

I'm that type of person that if people are nice to me, i will be nice x10 back to them. But if they are being nasty towards me, i ll definitely be nasty x10 back!!! It's just plain rediculous. I still remebered bumping into him in school on the 1st week, when i waved happily at him, he just give a very weak smile...as if he dosent know me at all. And i m so sure there is another time when i saw him near nanyang audi, i m so sure that he saw me, but he juz pretend he never notice me....so of coz i pretend i never see him too, i wont b so stupid to go and say hi to some1 who dosent wish to even say hi to you. Totally ridiculous!! I can't tolerate this kind of childishness!!

Anyway, i went to the latern festival organized by NTUC union with my mother.... it's seriously a joke. Let's just see i have never seen anything like this!!! Dinner is provided, BUT IT IS LUNCH BOX!!! IS THAT A JOKE?? Union mooncake festival gave out lunch box as dinner.... i was totally turned off, dragged my mother off and went to orchard to eat!! Yucks....

What's worst is when we were on our way back, it started to rain super duper heavily... since none of us brought umbrella and all the shops has closed *it's already 10pm btw*.... with no other choices left, we dashed out into the rain!!

I was like semi drenched by the time i reach my block...haizz....

What a lousy day!!!

Nini

2008-09-05T21:40:00.004+08:00

I was sorting out the photos in my com, and guess what i found?? haha..

Who is this little cutie there??
Look closer? SHE IS SOOOOOOOO CUTE!!!!
Closer closer....AWwwwww.....So adorable!!

After half an year....

WHO IS THIS????!!!!!! *shocked*

Where is my little cutie??

ILU

2008-09-04T21:46:00.005+08:00

I know i maybe boring and dull at times, but i love u as much as before dear. You make love seems like the sweetest thing in the world. I can't live without you and i when i read you blog this afternoon, i could feel a knife poking my heart :(

That was taken from "our blog"...

Dear makes me feel so touched =(

I love you dear, madly deeply truely...

Quality time tgt?? No...

2008-09-04T14:14:00.003+08:00

Life is getting boring, and we are running out of places to go on weekdays.

This is really turning off, since supposely i should go out with him every thursday, but we ran out of places to go!!! Is it bcoz singapore is too small or is it bcoz we are just plain boring.

Our time table are way too different, it's even harder to go school tgt or go home tgt, neither can we have common breaks that we can have our lunch tgt...don't even mention about dinner.

Sometimes look at the guys in my clique, they are always able to meet gf or have dinner with gf tgt in school, somehow don't why such thing dosent really work out for us.

Just that Quality meeting time are getting lesser and lesser... or am i just suppose to get use to it since in the future when we both start working, it will juz be that way....

Is this bcoming a problem or am i just half sian coz today is suppose to be the "going out day", but we are both doing nothing at home... he's tired, and lazy i guess, and i m bored... haizz.... It worries me about what should we do on saturday...haizzz....

Time to start to grab more tuition assignments... i'd rather worry about not having enough money to go shopping and playing than worrying about my guy dosent have time for me.... at least it's less depressing that way!

Back to tutorials...

2008-09-02T01:06:00.002+08:00

Dear: If there is one thing you wan me to change? What would it be?

Me: Stop buying me branded stuffs till you start earning money.

Dear: ....

Dear: ok, that's a good one...

So dear, please do that...thanks =)

wulala

2008-09-01T22:40:00.002+08:00

I LOVE MY SWEET SWEET BAO BEI!!!

Yup, that's all i wanna say...
and also.... 2 photos of my cat....
She trying to act cute lor...

"COME AND FIND ME IF YOU CAN!!!"

"SEE WHAT SEE!!! WANNA PICK UP A FIGHT??"

A little thought of the day

2008-08-31T03:08:00.003+08:00

Just hang up the phone with dear, im suppose to go sleep now, or at least read a bit of my books and go sleep, but i think i'm too awake for that, and i m too hungry also. So while waiting for the water to boil (so i can cook my cup noodles), i shall blog a little bit.

I don't know it's me feeling a bit emo today or it's the r/s that's getting out of the honey moon? We are still very loving, but mayb dear is losing on the momentum again?

I don't know, he didn't blog today, when he always dose that everyday, even if its just a few lines...but mayb bcoz he is too tired, finally he has met up with alp for supper and he has been out with me since late afternoon.

He didnt chat with me for too long either...i could tell that his voice sounded really tired over the phone, so i told him to go sleep... when i was super awake, i just hope he could at least kept me companied till i feel a little sleepy... since i had a lot of things that i wan to share with him... and i would probably forget about those things tmr morning when i wake up...

Ya, and i'm hungry...now i m waiting for my cup noodle to be cooked...
Ya, we are suppose to have supper juz now, i mean, pratas...but since alp suddenly asked if he wanna supper with him tonight, and thinking of the fact that he dosent really meet alp that often and he meets me like every other day, i told him to go ahead with alp and i'll just go home...since we had a pretty filling dinner. But now i'm really hungry, i just wish he could be there to bring me some food... mayb i m too demanding... -_-

Oh well... I don't know why am i so cranky today, it's just weird that i will be hit by a cranky mood on the day when i go out with my dear...or mayb i'm on PMS...ya, the irritating 5 days of the mth... but i think i don't have PMS tempers... i just feel emo....easily...

Or mayb he is really getting slack... well... i still love him alot, and hope him to b with me every other day, hope him to be there when i ever needs him. hope him to coax me to sleep, hope him to fill my hungry stomach... hope and hope and hope... blah blah blah...

Ya...i'm in a cranky mood...and i m getting crazy...
Think i need to see a doctor...yup... i can go see Dr. House while having my noodle...hope the sleeping bugs visit me now!!!

random thoughts

2008-08-29T00:17:00.003+08:00

A thought just striked me:

I think a lot of people don't like me.
Oh well, i mean those people that i have hurt over the time.

Come to think about it, i use to have no enermies back in Secondary and JC days, but when i enter university, suddenly the world seems so complicated. With love, it comes pain.

A lot of my friends have a couple of ex-es, or have hurt some1 who use to like them. Some of them still remain as friends with their ex-es, some just pass off as strangers...like me?

It never feel good to hurt anyone, but when something that are no longer there, it means it's no longer there, no point keep things going. And over the time and over diff r/s, i slowly learn on how should things work btw a guy and a girl, how should a guy treats u and what do you deserve. I suppose i got to pay something for these things that i have learnt over the time.

Anyway, i believe this time, i will not upset any1 anymore.
No more playful time, i had enough of being treated like a precious, i had enough of the agony of worrying for those that i have hurt.

I believe this time i will have a long lasting happy ending. Like what they said, i think i found where i belong =)

ilu bao bei.

2008-08-28T02:23:00.002+08:00

I'm kindda pissed.
Yes...at 2am in the morning!!!

So her friend took my money away, not the 1st time, but the 2nd time.
Seriously, once i find any evidence that it's her friends that did it!! I'm really gonna to tell her that...

It's her FUCKING friend's fault, if she is generous enough, that's her problem, but it is HER FRIEND, not my friend, i have no responsibility to take care of HER FRIEND's NEED!!!

AND IF HER FRIENDS HAS DONE SOMETHING WRONG, PLEASE FUCKING TAKE THE DAMN RESPONSIBILITY. 3 dollars i can brush it off and let it go, BUT 10 DOLLARS??? not the 1st time but the 2nd time!!!

I WILL REALLY SLAM IT AT HER FACE AND ASK HER TO RETURN THE DAMN MONEY BACK TO ME!!!

MONEY NO ENOUGH 2

2008-08-21T23:04:00.004+08:00

Had a nice dinner at Taka, 1st time having dinner sitting beside the fountain in Taka =) It was really sweet and awesome, simple yet romantic =)

My dear is having some bonding session with my cat =) so lovely!!

Anyway, i went to catch money not enough 2.

Now that's something new, cause i never had a liking to local movies, the last local movie i watched was ah long pte ltd, which was not bad at all. But this money no enough 2 totally give me a new prospective of local movies!!

As many people have told me, the movie was indeed touching. I cried really badly when i saw the scene where the grandma pulled out her own life support just to save her grand-daughter. If you asking what's the best part of the movie? I'd say its the love and more loves shown inside the movie.

Other parts of the movie was funny, but besides that, there isnt much for people to remember after watching. It's just sth like you laughed inside the cenima and you'll forget about what you laughed at when you walk out of the cenima.

I'm the only child, so definitely pushing the mother around among the siblings will never occure to me. But i love my parents so much and i swear upon my life that i will take care of them and love them till the day they leave this world. I will never let my mother shed any tear b4 she leaves... even if she dose cry, it muz b bcoz she is sad that she is gonna to leave me but not bcoz she has been mistreated or abused. And i will definitely treat my mother-in-law well too... i will never be like any of the mean daught-in-laws in the movie. It pinches my heart so badly when i see the tears in the grandma's eye before she pulled her life support out... It just saddens me to see things like that =(

Thanks bao bei for wiping my tears off in the dark, and hugging me so tightly =)

humm...?

2008-08-19T19:15:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, i wonder....

If i am really boring.

At least i feel that way when i'm with my gang.

They are nice and funny ppl, but seriously, i think they think that im boring too.
It kindda sad at times when i m being ignored....

Tsk tsk...
moody...
miss my boy...
tsk tsk

Happy Day!!

2008-08-17T00:09:00.005+08:00

How long is your Honey moon period in the relationship?

I thought mine was over, but obviously it's not!

We are still arguing over who love who more everyday,

I thought, this is really sweet. Maybe the honey moon could last for years to come!!

Anyway, met dear at 9++ for supper and walk around. It was always sweet when he assures me that he loves me a lot and will always love me =)

Oh ya, he pop a "surprise" for me today. Ok it's not a surprise, he actually asked my oponion on which color do i want for the bag. But still, he was sweet or even too sweet to buy a BURBERRY for SCHOOLBAG. Tell me about it, i wont even wan to carry it around, for the fact that it's too expensive!!!!

He claimed that this is our 11th mth, 13th mth, 14th mth and teacher's day present!! How cute can he get, it totally melt my heart.

11th mth: it's 1 more mth to our 1 year anniversary.

13th mth: He beats my ex bf (my previous r/s was around 13 mth++)

14th mth: He will be the longest bf i ever had.

teachers' day: coz i m a tuition teacher -_-

What retarded reasons, but its really really sweet. My silly boy has a habit of giving be-earlied presents, i still rem our 1st week tgt, he gave me our 1st mth anniversary presents already, so he can keep me for at least a mth? silly baby =)

i love you so super much!!!

Self Reflection

2008-08-16T12:51:00.002+08:00

Has doen some self reflection of myself, i think i have been over reacting and feeling too insecure.

Although dear keep saying that he dosen't mind, but i guess it wasnt a good feeling not to be trusted afterall.

I trust my baby !!

As we march towards our first year anniversary, there will be many many good times ahead =)

ilu baby =)

2008-08-14T19:49:00.003+08:00

i m lazy, lazy to update...
ya...that's about it

iloveyou dear =)
143

all fine =)

2008-08-10T20:03:00.002+08:00

It's all good now...

And i know i m grumpy at times!!!

I was really upset when dear say he has to rush home after dinner, but i still went out with him, coz he will be all alone to meet those buyers. And it proves to be a good decision, even if we only met for a few hour, its really an awesome 1. We watched the grand final of WCG dota competition, China vs Newzeland.... aka EHOME vs MCC...

I must say those dota players are really awesome!! I have never seen any1 who has so much teamwork as the china teams... they played an almost flawless game showcasing the audiance nothing but pure hardcore teamworks!!! AWESOME!!!!!

So i wan to try DK tonight!!! DK FTW!!!! =)

Found some really pretty dark elf pictures....really fancinating!!! =)

1st day of school

2008-08-04T22:46:00.004+08:00

First day of school....

I was still dreading it yesterday, but when i reach school and met my gangs, it felt so refreshed and i think i m getting into the mood for schooling again. And seriously, i miss schools now...haha =)

HQ came back from US with 3 other US babes...oppss...but i didnt get to see all of them, anyway, she brought back loads of sweets for us..... Super yummy =) and so nice of her!!

After some sweets sharing, we celebrated CheeWee's bday, haha....i have to admit, our guys failed to sabo him today.... but still it was fun nonetheless =)

Oh ya, and the pressie from the boys from NanJing... so sweet of them to rem all of us and made customized shirt for all of the girls =)

Here is mine, look like me???
Masks from WL and a coin box =)

Not to forget pressies from bao bei!!!

He went out with his gay pal on sunday, so he bought a USB lava lamp for me...it was so pretty in the dark!!!!

And lastly.... another of our old photos =)
The rare occasion dear actually smiles when he took photo =)
143 143 =)

boring day =(

2008-08-02T02:59:00.004+08:00

I dug up some old photos, retro time =)

This is the photo we took tgt when we go for the southern ridge walk

It was so fun, walking, chatting and enjoying each other's company =)

Anyway

I nearly lost my cat today....

Normally my cat will not run too far from the house, most of the time, she will just lie down in front of the staircare and watch the corridor. Mayb she went after some lizard on the wall, all i know is before my mother turns in, she asked me where is NINI.... i was like " not in my room?"

That's it, we couldnt find her anywhere in the house nor in the corridor. She came to my house even before she could walk properly, other than the corridor, she has never step out anywhere further than that.... and i was sooooooooo afraid that i'm gonna to lose her....

After dropping a call to dear, i went out and decided to look for her ard the block. Just when i stepped down to the 5th floor, i saw my panic-striken kitty ran up 5th floor from 4th floor... the most interesting thing is she ran all the way to the doorstep of 05-404 which, is right at the btm of my unit. And mayb she realised that it's not the familiar household, she walked a circle and wanted to ran away, luckily i grabbed her b4 she rans off =)

She is probably really frightened, can see all her hair on the tail stood up and she grap my arms really tight, planting her claws into my cloths when i carry her up to my house. For 1 moment i tot she might be raped by some other male stray cats.... but mayb not, consider the fact that she won't allow such thing to happen.... she is too home breed and she is too frightened of the outside world!!!

Anyway, i really don't wanna lose her, she is now like a family member to us =)

P/S: dear, i really really love you =) 143 143 143 143 143 143

Mummy3 = not nice

2008-07-31T23:39:00.002+08:00

Act cool Act Seh!!!

Hahaha....not really, just that when i went out this afternoon, the sun was really scroching bright!!!! So i brought along the sheds that i bought from HK....which i really like it a lot =) make me feel like a superstar!!!

I have to go down to andy's company at parkview for some telemarketing "make-up" lessons!!! Which turn out to be rather okie, at least i managed to get 1 appointment despite the 2 hours i spent down there.

After that, went over to PS to meet my dear, he promised to catch Mummy3 with me, the moive that i have been waiting for a long long time....

BUT....

The movie turn out to be not....so nice afterall. Not as nice as the previous 2 mummy movies IMO. Althought it's a rather long movie (113min), but throughout the whole movie, there wasnt much fighting, not as much as i thought and the whole show is just like a flowing water....PLAIN AND BORING -_-

Quite disappointed =(

But nevermind about the movie, i guess it's the quality time that i spent with dear that's more important =) always love to meet him, cheers up my day no matter what =) Had Astons for dinner, surprisingly, the design and decoration of the restaurant seems expensive, but the food provided are really really really CHEAP!!! Imagine, a normal plate of fried chicken cutlet is only $6.50 plus 2 side dishes. We ordered 1 fried chicken cutlet, 1 steak, 1 sausage and 1 snapple which cost only $28++!!!! Believe it or not, it has no SERVICE CHARGE....and i must say the food tastes above average definitely!!! And i will definitely go back again 1 of the days, compare to TonyRomas, it was really way much better!!! THUMBS UP!!!

After the movie we went to eat supper again....or rather, shared the supper. Seems that dear trying to feed me fat, but i wont grow fat that easily... =)

I will just say it's another fun and fulfilling day with bao bei =)

love him soooo much =)))

2008-07-30T23:09:00.002+08:00

It really feels kindda weird...
i mean.... it is weird...

I seriously don't enjoy that game...
i tot he was eager for a game, thats y i jioed...

but...
sighhh.....

Yet another update =)

2008-07-30T01:29:00.002+08:00

I realised i have been updating my blog rather frequent now a days...haha...don't know if when school starts, i can still keep it up or not =)

Anyway, went to eat "zhi zha" ytd with my parents, right after we settled down and ordered our dishes, i realised that there is this huge ginger cat sitting beside the table next to ours.... this cat is soooo speical!! Actually i love this kind of tabby cats, they have this really "evil" looking face, but this particular 1 looks SLEEPY!!! It got this pair of really droopie eyes...haha my dad says that it must have stayed up for like 2 nights?? so lame -_-

Feel like carrying her home, but i already had 1 at home le =(

My all time favourite dish **chilli crab**!!!!! YUMMMMMMYYY!!!!! I love the sauce, always dabao them home and eat it with rice.... **drooling again**

Then for today, i went out to meet my hall gangs for some relaxation at MINDS cafe....

Take a photo before i leave the house!!!
Jingyu went to perm her hair....while waiting for her at the hair salon, i took a few pics with TingTing =)
MEOWWWWwwwwwwww!!!!!!

Ok...this is my favourite game...apparently some blocus thingy...ahaha...quite fun actually, 3 of our girls trying to gang up on Keith, coz he was smart to won the 1st round -_-

Well, there was this monkey game that is rather cute, i mean the monkeys are cute, but it was quite boring after a while, coz its not of any challenges or what. We had the sitting duck game before we left, ok, mayb that was a fun 1, trying to kill each other's ducks...haha.... pretty hilarious, we ended up ganging on keith again...poor dude...

Dear came to pick me up after the gathering, so sweet of him... haha...coz he say he misses me >.< **awwwwwwww**

Had a fun day today =))

143 dear =)

IKEA shopping day

2008-07-28T01:57:00.002+08:00

Went to IKEA with CY today, was quite fun, i didn't realised there is a SALE in IKEA and today was like the last day of the sale? Hummm...

But anyway, the main reason i wanted to go is to eat my favourite meatball meal!! meanwhile CY wanted to get some small stuffs... to decorate her newly rented house!!

Here it is, our favourite meatball meals!!! Yummmmmmy
This is purely an coincidence!!! CY ordered this brocolli coup which turn out to be in green color, then i was wearing a green shirt, and look at the curtain behind me, SOOOOOOOOOO GREEEEEEN!!!!
Dose this look yummmmmmmy???***
This is 1 of the thing that CY hooted today, a pot of daisy!!! (i guess it's daisy, not too sure what is it actually, but it looked really really PRETTY)

Anyway, it was fun, i bought a lot of useless stuffs, like candles, glass bottles, flower pots and MUD, ya, muds. I wanted to grow flowers too, inspired by the pretty daisies....it looks really really really gorgeous!!! But i havent bought any seeds yet.... soon i guess =)

*** the secret ingrediant of that bread:
1) an empty hollow bread (CY say the crust is too hard, so she ate the soft inside only)
2) potatos
3) chilli sauce, tomato sauce, meatball gravy and brocolli soup

Smash the potatos and stuff it into the bread crust, then top it over with all the sauces!!! TATA

I know it's gross.... =)

yet another update =)

2008-07-26T23:12:00.001+08:00

I FOUND MY I/C!!!!

HAPPY!!!!

ok, the I/C was actually found in my mother's pocket. I seriously have absolutely no idea how did it end up there, coz from what i can remember, it was on my table all this while. But nonetheless, i was really really lucky, coz my money can be refunded in this case!!!!

Always tot that i was quite suay, but afterall i wasnt, heez =)

Went out with my bf today, had some serious fun walking between sim lim sq and suntec city. Seriously, we have always been walking, but i love walking, as long as it's not in some pretty killer heels.

We had our dinner at TonyRomias (think that's how its spelled), it was ok ok only. Not as fantastic as they claimed: the best ribs in america. If that's really the case, i'd be really disappointed at american's standard ;D Not saying that it is not nice, i just tot that the taste and the serving size of the ribs dosent really worth the price that has been listed down there.

As in for me, if i eat something that i think is worth the price that it charged, i don't mind visiting the place again, but if it is the other way round, then don't think i'd really go back again given a choice =) hahaha...not that i'm picky, just that i tot i shouldn't spend too much on food since i'm not too particular about it.

Anyway, it was happy nonetheless =)

Love my bf so so so much, he is such a sweet baby =) *hugs*

lost my I/C =(

2008-07-23T20:53:00.003+08:00

LOST MY I/C!!!!

FUCKED UP!!!!!

CY's convocation

2008-07-22T18:43:00.002+08:00

Humm...sit in for my dear friend's convocation today, it was so boring that i slept through at least half of the whole convocation thingy.

This is what happened:

Starting it was really funny to see these profs dressing in robes entering the stage, keep reminding me of the harry potter movie, somehow its extremely similar to some of the scenes in the movie...

After every1 has sitted, the big old one will enter, he was really old i must say, i can hear him announced that "the ceremonial will begin now" in a trumbling weak voice, like he is half way to the heaven already -_-

The most interesting part is the presenting of the certificates i think, they will call out every1 single students to go up to the stage and get the cert from this old man....

the poor old man have to stand there for so long giving out the certs. The most irritating thing is the name is arranged by alphabetical order, you can just roughly predict how much more names are there left.

I dozed off after L, thank to all those Lee(s), Lim(s), Low(s), Lau(s) and many many more...haha...include my darling >.<

See the real old man? He is so cute!!!
The graduation gift, the little bear is sooooooooooooo cute!!!!
The bear again!!!
Me and the star of the day!!! hahaMy 2 besties
Bumped into mr zi xiang, haha....he is a smart boy leh, rem hearing his name being mentioned as some gold award winner!!! LI HAILastly, hat throwing.....but not as pretty as i tot...hummm....

Photo Day

2008-07-19T13:49:00.003+08:00

Finally my dad bought me an extended USB cables, so i can connect my HP to the computer easily without pulling the whole CPU out and plug it at the back of it...phew....so i decided to upload a few photos taken with my phone =)
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Trying to take photo with my cat, BUT....

This is what happened to the 1st take
Then the 2nd take- this stupid cat just refuse to look into the camera
Finally.....I GAVE UP -_-

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Went out ytd with my dear, caught The Dark Knight, it was a pretty awesome movie i must say, 2.5 hours with a lot of explosions here and there, most importantly, i see a pretty blue color lambo being crashed in the show!!!! OUCH!!!!!!! that's 1 million *poooofed* away -_-

I personally think the night view at the back look a bit fake ??
Steamboat steamboat steamboat!!!
That was a meet up 1 week ago with 2 besties (had a little tiff with them that day, but i guess i m more or less fine with it *i still angry at u CY*)
My dinner ( sausage + toasted chicken nuggets + self cooked prata + yakult)
My supper (Yoghurt + rice + toasted nuggets + kimchi)

That's about it =)

Miss my bf
Tata

steamboat and mask

2008-07-17T22:29:00.002+08:00

Fig 1: I swear THIS IS NOT ME
Fig 2: I swear THIS IS NOT ME
Fig 3

Ok, since i'm doing my mask now, so i decided to key an entry just to kill some time, anyway i have to wait for 20mins b4 i can remove anything.

Here is how i DIY my own facial:
Get a Daiso $2.00 charcoal mask and apply evenly onto your face (fig 1)
Wait till it's dried and peel it off (fig 3)
Get a hydrating mask and apply it onto your face.

Tata...an hour later you will have a spongie radiant face =)

P/S: I swear those that's shown in the figures are NOT ME!!! I SWEAR!!

Anyway, went steamboat with my parents today at bugis...
not a bad one
i always love steamboat alot =)
Yummy

I miss my boy now =)

Tata

2008-07-16T23:29:00.002+08:00

Another updates....hummm...
really nothing much happened recently
I just love dear more and more? :P

Daddy juz came back home today, whooorayyy
He got 2 weeks of holiday =)

Humm...looking forward to friday to meet dear
Batman on friday....YAYyyyyy!!!

2008-07-12T02:49:00.002+08:00

There are good times bad times
there are times i remembered when i felt badly left alone:

When we go down to watch movie tgt at Vivo long time back
When we go down to somewhere while i was having IA, when she broke her knees while went cycling...

There are times when i don't feel that way:

When we celebrated her bday tgt at JP.

Fucked up?
Yes

2008-07-11T23:39:00.002+08:00

The feeling sucks like shit
the combination of disappointment and more disappointment.
To the extend that i dun even bother to feel angry anymore.

I did nothing wrong
I can confirm that
coz i have every right to be angry given that situation

It was my feeling thats been negelected
It was my feeling thats been hurt
It was my ego thats been bent
But she only knows how to find excuses

So bcoz you havent met her for a long time
what a joke?
The same thing happens when you meets her everyday in school.

Probably i should be the 1 that stop meeting you for a long time

It sucks to have such feelings...
It sucks

Always remind me of the fact that
how you treat a person dosent mean she will treat you the same
how you felt towards a person dosent mean she will felt the same way abt you.

Mayb i still havent found it...
Where is my that special one?

2008-07-10T23:07:00.002+08:00

Another fantastic outing with dear today

Watched a super duper IT-ROCKS game this afternoon with dear,

being the main lead

spinning away with his juggie and owns everyone upside down inside out!!!

Had a super nice moive HellBoy2 also

I rate it 4.5/5!!!

Anyway, the more cheerful news is that my sup has mailed me the letter, it was horriandous!!!

I mean horribly GOOD

Those terms that he used in his letter is way too mushy and untrue, i myself felt really embarrassed reading the letter...

hahaha...somehow boosted my confidence for the appeal!!!

If it really work out, i'd definitely get something for him to show my appriciation.

Lastly....it's such a lovely day =)

2008-07-07T00:45:00.002+08:00

Had a rather fun night today, listening to dawn talked about her stupid lectures and all the funny funny art film she watched, and the lame concept that her lecturer taught them.

And celebrated my super be-lated bday, with a lovely cake and a nice forever 21 bag =) thanks to my sweet ENE gang.

we cam whored till rather late, so me and HQ ran all the way to catch our last train.... and we were lucky to be able to catch it!!! sheeesh...

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I walked home alone today, well, just feel that something is missing.
Yup, his call...
I use to walk home from the train station talking to him over the phone,
I m use to the company that he provides in the whee hours
But today
I walked home alone, coz he is in game
It's a little creepy and scary...
Well, i m so used to it already last time, but now i juz feel weird..

I walked home alone ;P

Fun outing with darling

2008-07-06T01:51:00.002+08:00

Dear, i really had such a fun day with you.

I hope you can love me like this forever

You said that you going to marry me in the future and have 2 kids

You said im your princess all the time

but i was you QUEEN for today =)

You said i m the 1 who always wears the pants in this r/s

but i rather we take turn to wear it =)

You said you will propose to me in the future by asking me to buy HDB tgt with you

which, i really don't mind =)

You said you love me only

And i love you only too!!!

2008-07-04T22:55:00.004+08:00

Ok, it's a picture updates now...

finally i managed to d/l the photos from my phone ytd, so i m going to upload some pics...
Anyway, it was really a suay day for me today
Woken up in the morning realised my ear piece has been bitten into 2 pieces by my cat
then IA results sucks: B only...WTF!!!!
Was too depressed and shag to comment on that...
I hate hate hate hate KEPPEL!!! GO TO HELL!!!

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All the good food i eat during my Bday

Angus Black steak!!!
This is... desert from kushim-bo

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CY's bday:

At crystal jade...with a small cakes...and candles on the table!!!

Me and HL

Random: My cat...look at the ugly sleeping style -_-

Long dued updates

2008-07-02T11:50:00.003+08:00

This is really been a long while since i last updated. Way pass my bday also, but nonetheless, i had a really really sweet and memoriable bday. Celebrated with many grps of friends, as well as my sweet darlin =) and i remembers, my gang still owes me the celebration...hahaha...

I m so lazy to update the photoes, but anyway, i only got 1 here, so i'll just post it up nonetheless...

Kushim-bo at Suntec with my JC classmates. Caused a bomb, but it was fun nonetheless... and thanks for ben's camera -_- and sorry i m too lazy to update pics from my HP

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I came across this link ytd from podder, http://memyselfmine.blogspot.com/

It was so touching, i cried like hell when i read the last few updates. It was so sad for the guy to lost his life in Burnai due to the stupid NS... But it was more sad to see how the girlfriend couldn't forget him.

esp when i see this part, i just feel how painful she feels...

Today's our anniversary.
But I'll never get your -
''Morning baby, happy anniversary!'',Anymore . . .
I cried at work today, in the toilet.
I tried to hold them back,
but i failed.

I can't imagine how painful would it be for me if i lost wj... It hurt even just to think about it...

So dear,
You are already so impt to me in my life...
So please stay by my side
Coz i don't wan to go through what she is going through right now.
143

2008-06-10T21:56:00.002+08:00

Feeling a little lousy...haha...jealous mayb...phew -_-
anyway, had a good time last sat with CY, out at bugis for movies and some shopping, will upload the photo when there is time or when i feel like it.
a mixed feeling...

My birthday is coming up soon, hopefully it's a good one this year. It was a wonderful 1 last year, altho i didn't throw any party to celebrate my 21st bday, but i guess both my hall mates and JC classmates had gave me a wonderful time. Of coz some other ppl also, esp my dear =) i remebered the mid night cake thingy =) heez.. of coz not to forget my ENE gang, the scrap photo frame is sweet enough and a memory worth to keep for life.

Sometimes when bday comes, i gets a little scary at times. Coz sometimes you won't know whether your friend will forget your bday or not, coz it's kinnda sad to have no1 celebrate your bday with you. At least for girls i guess -_- well, i shall see i guess....

hope it's a good 1 this year...hummm....

Long dued updates

2008-05-26T22:07:00.002+08:00

Dear is being such a sweet darling today!!!

I didnt see dear online after i reach home from work, so was wondering where did he go? Later after smsing him, he reminded me that he is meeting this guy who wants to buy something from him. So okie...hope he can go home fast, since its already 7 30++

Then he suddenly called, ask me if i wan to eat anything and pooooof, he said that he is outside my door -__-

and guess what he brought me?
Vodka (coz he is helpin me to collect the whole set), apple strudel for my breakfast, dao hui for my mother and cat snacks for my naughty girl nini!!!

I was sooooo touched...i mean it's almost 8 and he havent had his dinner yet and there he is, delivering all these for every member of the family. I mean how sweet can he be?

I'm totally melted by his action!!! Even my mother praised him...i think he has totally brought my mother OVER!!!

Love him to bits

Cat Update

2008-05-13T19:50:00.002+08:00

This is her!!!! Look at her unglam sleeping position, i was really OMFG -_-

But seriously, ugly is ugly, but still really really cute, afterall, she is my beloved cat =)
**love her**

I feel blessed.

2008-05-08T10:48:00.002+08:00

After talking to dear about the recent events, i feel much better. Of coz it is not good to bottled up all these feelings. It is kindda comfy to know that you have some1 there to love you, support you and comfort you when things turns sour.

Coz i know we will leave this behind soon, and nothing gonna to change anything. NOthing can break us apart, nothing can torn us away. Coz it's a bond that has been built for such a long time. Nothing gonna to shake us.

Anyway, it has been a year since our 1st date. I still remebered the 1st time he asked me out, it was like 1st of May, i guess from back then, i was already seeing him differently.

And i am so lucky to have all my friends to stand around me.
Life is still good to me!!

2008-05-08T08:08:00.002+08:00

1 more piece of information to add to the "good book" of MR YWQ aka BACKSTABBER and BADMOUTH-ER.

Apparently he keep pastering my bf saying that he did not back stab him. But if he didn't, then who told clem everything? who made clem hate my bf so much to the extend that he even blocked him.

And he told my bf that he even defended him in front of clem. (Believe it? well, i don't) But he BAD MOUTHED me to clem (see? you think you will believe this kind of bastard)?

So he bad mouthed about me. But then again, he still tried to act so friendly to me b4 this thing got blown up. As if i m his good pal like that. * now he is trying to act double faces, 1 side bad mouth and backstab me, the other side trying to act friendly to me*

What a disgusting personality, and he tot he is OH-SO-RIGHT.
Then i really have nothing to say.

1 thing for sure, me and my dear are not 2, but one. So if 1 party is upset, the other party will be angry also. That's why i got angry at the bastard and clem for the fact that they upsetted my dear. And my dear will equally get pissed off and despise whoever that's trying to defame me. So if that bastard YWQ thinks that he is so smart by bad mouthing me? OH well....too bad for him. Coz his best pal is starting to despise him as well...

2008-05-05T15:16:00.003+08:00

I shall not be blinded by anger =) as long as he don't msg my dear and come up with any funny stunts, i guess my life is still rather peaceful =)

Shall blog about something nice. Went out on friday with my girls, quite an happy outting i must say, the shit thing is coz i have to work, so we didn't fully enjoy a long long break, juz merely met up, caught a movie and eat and walk around only =)

Black (CY), Blue (HL), White (June)

The 3 girls =) happy

2008-05-05T08:35:00.004+08:00

I had never hate anyone this much in my life. Trust me, NEVER.

But YAP WEI QING had the honer.

The reason why he deserved to be hated.

1. Alvin came and chit chat with me. Being a friend who always gives good advice, i showed him some1's letter. But alvin told the fucker that he read the letter, and guess what the fucker did? He went to nudge my bf, ask him to check his nick out "DUN BLOCK ME!! She is still a bitch! 0 respect" Calls me a bitch just bcoz i'd like to tok to some friend about some personall issue? Who on earth is he to say things like that? The letter wrote to me means its mine, i'd like to show to whoever as and when i like? Who is he to ask me not to?

2. Someone told me, he once made 2 remark about his friends: (1) friends dosent matter to him, they come and go, since he can always make new friends along the way. (2) He think alvin and the co are really useless. Only know how to play and have fun, don't know how to plan for their future. Hypocrite right? So that's what friends are to him, then y he stll PRETEND to care about them so much?

3. You don't like me? Sure, don't pretend then, still got the cheek to ask me can come my house to pai nian or not during CNY. Hypocrite? OF COZ.

4. By keep disturbing and telling my bf that you think i'm gg? So what do you think you wanna achieve that? He don't care about you can't you see? This fucker think he is OH-SO-RIGHT, but i guess his mother never teach him that sabotaging people like this is not a virtue. SO you hope to see us break up? Wait a million years for that then.

5. For pulling all his friends to join the MLM company SUNSHINE EMPIRE and for making all his friends to have some of their money trapped inside. SO MUCH OF A GOOD FRIEND.

6. Before i forgot. The fucker once said that he don't like von chew. Coz he thinks she is too noisy and more tokative than him. Oh well, petty isn't it?

So that makes him a phatetic loser. I have 1001 ways to defame him. Like by telling ernest and all his friends about this? But well, not now, till he further pisses me off and when i can't take his nonsenses anymore, i'll take my action. I gave him chance, just see if he knows how to be a HUMAN.

That provided he don't say anything bad about me to my bf. COz I WILL KNOW =)

2008-04-30T10:03:00.002+08:00

Went to eat popeyes with dear last sat, was a nice one i guess, or rather maybe both of us are hungry, that's y it tastes extra nice. Coz afterall, i don't see what's so special about the chicken, it tastes somehow like KFC, or maybe KFC is better? But 1 thing that is super fabulously delicious is their FRIES!! It's well seasoned fries fried to the golden brown color, which is crispy to the extreme. Must say that the seasonings are really well. Yummy! I'd give maybe 4/5 stars for the food there =)

Life can't be any boreder than this. Most of my friends have finished their exams already, i don't know why am i still struggling here with my IA, and the worst is i still have like another 5 more weeks to go before i can end this misery.

Got me wonder sometimes, how many friends do i have? It's really a weird feeling i guess. To think about the fact that i go out every now and then, but somehow i just feel quite empty. Like how come i don't really feel that i have a lot of friends? It's the creeps that comes to you when you are alone, thinking that how come you are so lonely? where is your friends?

Tought that i might have minor anixety attacks -__-, I tot my life is rather blessed and blissful. With a wonderful bf, a happy family and some friends (??) just something still missing out there that could make everything complete. Maybe its a soulmate. Having lots friend dosen't mean you have soulmates, having no friends dosen't mean you have no soulmates. I'd wish i have 1. But where is mine?

Hummm......

updates

2008-04-27T22:01:00.002+08:00

Here is the update for HQ's bday last friday =)
Had our dinner at the Pizza place at raffles city, after that we went to cam whored at the nearby bookstore. hahaha...so lame!!
but think we got this addiction of cam whoring =)

Bitch and Bimbo
A photo tgt
OMG!!! HUNKS!!!! *drools*
Posing with cards
Haha...i admit this is ugly...really UGLY!!!

Random Updates again!!!

2008-04-24T08:15:00.010+08:00

Sunday 20/04/08

Treat my family for dinner at streets IMM, was a pretty good 1. This is my fav dish =)

Spicy fried chicken!!!

Tue 22/04/08

Celebrated HQ's bday at Raffle city Thai express. After my fav curry chicken, we had the strawberry shortcake!!!! SUPER LOVELY cake!!! with big big big strawberries.

This is my share of the cake...super juicy and red strawberries right!!

Wed 23/04/08

Dabaoed breakfast in my company canteen. These are the cats that always stationed at the canteen area. and i always buy extra food to feed them =)

They look super cute right? the mother cat and 3 kittens.

After work went to meet up with Jingyu, liz and Meiyen, had korean crusine again. Super delicious. Still, my fav is the yummy rice cake and noodle. Even jingyu keepy saying rice cake isn't her cup of tea love that dish. But sadly i never take any photo, just took the photo of the BBQ. Juicy wu hua rou!!!

Sizzling Sizzling!!

Here is the highlight of the day!!!! FISH SPA!!! It is really a brand new experience for me. Thanks jingyu for intro this wonderful place to me. It's $18 for half an hour or $15 for half and hour if you buy 10 times at 1 shot.

It's really really ticklish for me at the starting, got this electrifying sensation, haha...really don't know how to describe. BUt after i got use to it, it's really quite cute to feel the fish nimbling at your feet =) Not to mention i think i really have ALOT of dead skins, since most of the fish crowds around my feet instead of my 3 friends (coz all of them have been here b4!!) All right, but it was really really fun. I m considering taking my parents and dear down for it too. Maybe i ll ask CY or my bitch gang to come also. It's really really fun.

Our feet, with all the small spa fishes crowding around.

SO MANY FISHES!!! A lot of dead skins hor...

After the spa, we went over to miss clarity cafe for desert. Dear joined us. I have been asking him to join us since the beginning, but he feels shy for the fact that it's all my gfs -_-

Anyway, we had desert and introed dear to my girls, guess they had a rather good impression of my darling. Dear always make me proud =P Love him super a lot =)

Okie, end of the updates. Friday gonna to celebrate HQ's bday again with my bitch gang =) Love them too =)

Random updates again!

2008-04-19T22:34:00.003+08:00

Went out with dear today, some shopping and walking around only. But the funny thing is when we walking towards the HK xing wang cafe for dinner, there was this girl approached me, ask me if i m interested to join the maxim search...

1 thing was happy that there are people appriciates my appearance...
but well, i don't think i m made for such thing... my figure isn't all that good, and i don't have much confidence =)

They gave me a card, took a few snaps of me and took down my nos and names and email... oh well... there are just too many other beauties out there... unless i got the figure of fiona xie or the look of dawn yang, or else...i guess...i m just happy to be with my dear and be a plain jane.

A lame card, esp the back....as if for real man!!

Here are some snap shots of my cat =) SO CUTE!!!

She was lazying on the bed, so here i am, disturbing her.
Innocent big eyes
Poke her forhead =)
She is licking my finger, she got a really rough tongue

Okie, that's all for the random updates =)

Yesterday

2008-04-17T17:17:00.002+08:00

Met up with dear yesterday, had dinner at STREET at IMM....was a good one, will sure pay a visit again soon =)

That's what happened while waiting for our food:

Dear: Dear, you'll be like this next time. * pointing to a preggie lady sitting at the table beside us who keep sayang her big tummy =)*

Me: Oh...so sweet, she looks very xing fu.

Dear: I can try give you one now also =)

Me: -_-
(NO THANKS!!!!)

2008-04-17T17:06:00.000+08:00

I love the way you call me

LAO PO DA REN aka 老婆大人

Funny pictures =)

2008-04-17T12:53:00.004+08:00

THis is really funny, click to see the picture!!!

IMAO =)

2008-04-15T19:43:00.002+08:00

Humm...havent been updating for a very long time already!!! Work is still boring, as boring as ever!! I still have no idea on how to start out with my report. sighhh......

HOW!!!!

Dear was such a sweetie to pop by my house on monday, just to tell me that he misses me a lot and brought me Ritz apple strudel!!! Yummy! I am really touched, he almost made me tear =)

Tue i met dear again, oh well, cause dear say he misses me =) of coz i misses him a lot too. Anyway, we didnt meet up till sat.

Friday i met up with CY, had a good dinner then slacked at starbuck. I ordered my fav cream chocolate =) we were lucky to take over a sofa seats after an ang moh couple has left, so it was really cosy and comfy that both of us don't really wan to leave. hahaha...but still need to rush for last train =)

Sat went to work, the worst thing is when i just broad the company shuttle bus, then my sup smsed me told me that we don't need to go work on sat anymore until he told us to. (HE HAS TO MSGED ME WHEN I'M ALREADY ON THE SHUTTLE BUS, WHY CAN'T HE MSG ME ON FRIDAY NIGHT!!!) but well, should be celebrating that from this week onwards, all my sats are free!! FINALLY!!!
Dear picked me up after work, went out. Dear, our special number 04-11 =) only we know what dose that suppose to mean. Heee....

Humm...this week nothing much happened, just received an sms from KF, his car got banged again. 2nd time already since IA started. This time round is a series of accident somemore. According to him, a car in front of him suddenly break, then he break, the car behind him breaks also but guess the lorry behind the car was too close to the car, so it didn't make it and banged onto the car behind KF, thus the impact from the lorry resulted the car banged onto KF's car also. -_-

Phew....
end of the updates....
will upload the photo tmr!!

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Updates

2008-04-10T08:19:00.006+08:00

Haven't been updating much recently, of coz due to the fact that i'm really lazy at times -_-

okie, here are some photos taken from the pretty scrap-book by my darling =) a be-earlied birthday present from him.
365 love quotes....HOW SWEET =)

A peek inside the book =)

Peek No2

Book cover, so lovely right =)

Before i met dear, was having dinner with Jingyu at miss clarity cafe. THere was this FERRARI parked outside the cafe!!! Chio till nothing to say!!

Sentosa Trip

2008-04-06T22:01:00.008+08:00

Went to Sentosa on saturday afternoon with dear!! IT's such a nice outting =) I guess photos speaks a thousand words. So i'll just share some photos!!!

Yummilious IKEA meatball!! Super super yummy!! slurp!!!

On the beach with darling, love him super a lot!!

Another beach shot!!

Okie, i was being buried by dear, he look so happy right?? eeeeeeek

My big baby working on how to bury a corpse!!!

Favourite photo of my big baby, he look so sunshine!!!

I look like some freaking ghost with no legs hor!!! hahaha....

Guess it's awesome to have fun on the beach, provided the weather is good =)

Angel and demon

2008-04-02T23:16:00.002+08:00

It's perhaps me only, but the demon girl seems to be so outstanding compare the angelic figure!!!

And seriously, she is much chioer than the anglic figure =) probably there is a devil in every1 of us =)

But still, i love this pic, it's sooooo pretty =)

random updates

2008-03-29T23:04:00.002+08:00

A lot of things happened these few days!!!!
let me try to recall:

Thur:
Went back to HQ again, pissing off, anyway, done the work within the day and was allowed to go back to site office on friday.
But feels shitty, coz we are like balls, being thrown around =(

Fri:
Auntie came to visit, stomach cramp like hell. Besides that, nothing happened. So everything is A okie.

Sat:
Just reach home. Went out with dear, he is soooo sweet =) Coz my auntie is here, so can't do much things also. But we decided to go sentosa next week!! Gonna to take lots of pictures!! Must get the cam back from my cousin =)

Love my dear =)

Half a year already!!!

2008-03-25T23:09:00.003+08:00

Happy 6 mth Anniversary

TOday is the half year anniversary for me and my dear. I'm sooooo happy. Feels so blessed to have gotten together with dear.

Never seen anyone that dotes and pamper me so much, It's like he is the ideal man that i wan =) Feels so blissful and happy =) yayayayay!!

Anyway, went to kuishim-bo to have dinner, dear's 1st time there, seriously it's really nice!! I always love kuishim-bo, but of coz, can't go there too often, it's really expensive!! like almost $40/person. But i don't mind to pamper ourselves once in a while. To give ourselves a sweet little treat =)
Dear bought a pouch for me, costed him $115 *so ex!! dear always like to buy funny expensive stuffs -_-*

But i got dear a gaming mouse mat, something that dear claims that he wants it, but it's not a NEED. *who cares, want means want isn't it?* and a hand-made scrape book =)

This is my favourite page!! Done by me, and i really really love it!!

I love you dear =)

sucky day

2008-03-24T22:56:00.002+08:00

I totally hate today!!!
I mean it.

I don't mean to sound like a bimbo or what, but this is really driving me nuts. We are being called back to the HQ just to

HELP THEM PHOTOCOPY AND SCAN DOCUMENTS.

well well well, since when did we bcome office girl and boy. What's more our sup give it on such a short notice. He told us that will need us to do some typing on monday, and the next thing i know is me and my partner are suppose to report to HQ on monday straight away!!! No notice no warning nothing at all.

So what's the most disgusting thing is even photocopy machine wants to bully me. For the 1st time i cried bcoz of some frustrating paper jams * i know it sounds a bit bimbo*

So i was scanning this 102 pages documents, then suddenly all the paper thats been eaten by the photocopy machine start to squeeze and fold at the output area. Can you imagine 50++ pages being folded and squeezed and jammed the machine, when i pull all the paper out and its all spreaded on the floor, i feel so like crying.

And i did cry when i return to my desk, after chunking the whole lump of documents into the bin. I feel so helpless, feel like shit, feels like why am i here doing all these shit works? why why why why why why!!!! Angry.

My partner got shocked to see me cry, he quickly picked up my unfinished work and went to finish them.

What a sucky day...haiz

Updates

2008-03-23T21:58:00.002+08:00

Was trying to remove the maroon red color nail polish from my nails. The freaking manicurist painted till so thick!!! wasted so much of my nail polish remover (expensive lor, the faceshop nail polish remover), but now my nails still look a bit reddish. It's either their nail polish is of some lousy quality, or she really painted it way too thick *angry*

What did i do this weekend?
Sat:
Nothing much, went out with dear in the late late afternoon to IMM, it's been a long time since i last visited that place. Didn't do much things, just shopped around for some little stuffs.

It's either i'm suffering from depression or i lack of some female hormoines. I don't feel like shopping or spending money!!! Just looked around and seriously don't feel like buying anything!!

Btw, dear gaved me our anniversary present!!! A pouch for my hp and cards, super nice lor, maybe i'll use it tmr!!

Since the LV bag he gave me is too expensive, i don't bare to use it, same goes to the gucci wallet -_-... seriously don't like those branded stuffs. He could make good use of those money and jolly well buy something more practical for me.

Sun:
Seriously i hate sundays. Cause i have to give tuition, i dread it!!!!!!!!!!
had tuition from 10am ~ 3pm, super shag after the 3 sessions. Good times always pass so fast, supposely to be a long holiday, in a blink of eyes time it's sunday night again, and tmr have to go back to work again! haisss...

Btw, my sup told me and kf to go back to HQ from tmr onwards. Probably gonna to help the admin girl down there to do some saigang!!!

lalalala....we are the saigang warriors!!!

But but but...how about all my stuffs over there at the site office?? He informed us so so last min, i left my lappy chargers, mouse and some files and documents there. The HQ girl told us to bring our belongings with us, seems like we'll have to stay there for long. Sigh....just when i'm so used to the life on site, they got to throw us around.

Maybe 2 mths back, i will be so overwhelmed with joy if they post us back to HQ, but now i'm kindda used to my onsite slack office job. Humpp... this is so lousy!!

But think on the bright side, no need to work on saturdays, can wake up a bit later in the morning, only needs to go je for the shuttle bus. So...not that bad afterall, isnt it what i want? I guess it is.

Hope everything gose well tmr =)

I miss my dear!! super miss him, he is such a sweet boy, always go pick me up after my tuition, saved a lot of my troubles travelling from sambawang to bukit batok =) Although he makes me angry at times, but i still super super love him. Still feels like in the honey moon period!!!

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